Do you have a list of things to do before commiting suicide?

[letied]

I have a couple of weeks left so I'm making one.

 

[WornOutLife]

Yes, some of them are:

-Complete some videogames again such as FFIX
-Visit Japan (quite unlikely but I'll try to)
-Be in shape again (hard but not impossible)
-If I don't go to Japan, I'll just save money and leave it all for my dad.
-Try to fall in love again (not sure of this, but I'd tell that girl I'm suicidal)

And I think that's it!

 

[Futile]

I'd like to visit an escort, but this lockdown is making it very hard

 

[life-eternal]

Renting hotel room and getting absolutely wasted for about 3-4 days until the hangovers are so bad that it forces me to end it.

 

[letied]

Yes, some of them are:

-Complete some videogames again such as FFIX
-Visit Japan (quite unlikely but I'll try to)
-Be in shape again (hard but not impossible)
-If I don't go to Japan, I'll just save money and leave it all for my dad.
-Try to fall in love again (not sure of this, but I'd tell that girl I'm suicidal)

And I think that's it!

Oh, Do you know how being in love is? I never knew that. I always have been the ugly boring one, so I never had a chance.

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh, Do you know how being in love is? I never knew that. I always have been the ugly boring one, so I never had a chance.

The beauty standards of this society suck! However, there are some men and women who really value our inner selves so, it's not impossible to find someone.

Yes, I experienced love twice. It can be amazing and give you lots of happiness but it can also make you more depressed and suicidal. It's a risky trip but I think it is worth experiencing it. Hope you and another person can fall in love with each other.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

-Spending some last time with family members around the country

-Spending a last day with my ex and her beautiful, funny and adorable little daughter. I love that kid and it sucks that she won't see me again. She really loves me. Gets so hyped whenever she sees me....

-Possibly write a letter or maybe record a video explaining why I am doing this and just relating to the many people I love my favorite moments with them. Hey, you have to give them SOME happiness in all this. Only fair.

-Other various things I might think of along the way. Could be anywhere from this Summer to around this time next year when I decide that I can leave without feeling I left something undone.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no just saying a proper goodbye to my dogs and making sure they are well cared for when i'm gone

 

[RedHarlequin]

Unfortunately nothing feels good anymore so no.

 

[- crybaby -]

I havent really made a list but here are a few things Id like to do before ;
I want to get high again one more time .
I wish my partner would be in a stable state before I go.
I want to enjoy a vacation with my partner at the beach and so all the cheesy things we cringe at .
I want to cover up a tatto I did when I was young and stupid .
Most of the things I want to do are pretty doable but sometimes considering my mental state they seem imposible .

 

[letied]

Unfortunately nothing feels good anymore so no.

I understand that. I'm like a roller coaster these days, but there are some things that I still enjoy a bit.

Life hit me a lot since I was born, so I would like to say "fuck off" and try to enjoy some things at least in my last days.

 

[Butterfly65]

no just saying a proper goodbye to my dogs and making sure they are well cared for when i'm gone

Se here.

Unfortunately nothing feels good anymore so no.

Yes I understand this. I don't have a bucket list.

 

[mossball]

No... I don't feel like doing anything anymore. Anything that could possibly bring me joy is too energy-demanding. Even if I made a list, I don't think I'm in position to choose when I go. I have to take the first opportunity that comes. I just hope that when I do go my friends are 100% sure I love them.

 

[Celerity]

Yep, I'm very organized like that. I dread the idea of limping along these next few years though. I don't know what I'll do if I fail to meet one of my conditions. I guess I'll just CTB later.

 

[BandAddict]

I do, but it's short. First items were to obtain what I needed to CTB and all that, which I've done.

Write a note, check.

I just want to spend Mother's Day with my mom and make it special, maybe sell a couple clothing items that have been in bags just because, clean my room... Kinda wanted to finish a painting, may or may not do that, but that should be everything.

 

[charlotte greentea]

When I finally do kill myself, I want to visit somewhere. Take a flight, book a hotel room, have a very nice couple of days. Then I'll kill myself in an alleyway somewhere or jump off a bridge. I have a couple of destinations in mind where there are known suicide bridges that I could take my life at which are also in cities that are great tourism spots.

 

[FuneralCry]

Not particularly. I will need to plan the method and things in relation to that so I will be ready. I don't really have the energy for doing much as my body is broken anyway. I might try to visit some cemeteries, they are calming.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I just did. I'm killing myself in June as a birthday present to myself

 

[bloodfallsfirst]

I want to travel to Europe, but how I'm supposed to do that when I ctb asap, idk

 

[completely-done]

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm really looking forward to ctb :-)

 

[Zzzzz]

Not really. I think I'd be rather just be dead.

 

[LeapOfFaith]

I like the idea of a bucket-ctb-list. However I feel like It would just prolong my suffering. I do not want anything holding me back when the urge to ctb hits me.

 

[_Minsk]

I used to like the idea of a bucket list but the closer i get towards ctb, the more my interest fades

 

[allesistgut]

i don't really have a bucket list, it's more of a "it'd be nice if this happened before i'm gone" list if it could even be called that.

i'd like to spend as much time as possible between now and when i ultimately ctb with the two remaining people who mean the most to me. and i guess if i end up pushing my ctb further or something changes for me financially, maybe moving out could be nice and would make ctbing easier. i know there isn't a lot of logic in wanting to move out just to likely ctb after but idk.

also if i can't end up ctbing in nature due to the method i choose then i'd like to be able to spend the day prior out in nature.

other than that just sorting out some stuff with my belongings i guess.

 

[Kristicide]

Just to give my apartment a full deep cleaning before I do it. I want it to look as nice as can be when I'm eventually discovered. I may be suicidal and depressed but I'm still vain enough to want everything to look perfect.

 

[Mr2005]

Mostly complete