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tramaj

tramaj

God's punching bag
Jul 8, 2023
17
I don't know how to describe this thing, but I feel as if my physical body and my mind are two different entities. I feel like i'm trapped in this shitty container that i don't like.
Because of this i would like a method which could cause real damage to my body, like getting beheaded by a train (i would prefer a "safer" method but i really want to annihilate myself).
Do you feel this way too?
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

LIFE IS TORTURE
Jul 23, 2022
4,856
Most people perceive their minds and bodies to be separate things even though a biological perspective they amount to the same thing. But yes most of us here do feel trapped in our corporal vessels.
 
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Ligand

Member
Sep 14, 2023
65
I used to feel empowered, free, and unified with my body, but now it feels much more like a prison since developing chronic pain.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
It's better since gender transition, but chronic pain/illness still make me feel like I'm dragging around a burden.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I feel trapped in this existence
 
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dumbgirlonline

dumbgirlonline

Nighty Night Princess
Sep 30, 2023
58
I don't know how to describe this thing, but I feel as if my physical body and my mind are two different entities. I feel like i'm trapped in this shitty container that i don't like.
Because of this i would like a method which could cause real damage to my body, like getting beheaded by a train (i would prefer a "safer" method but i really want to annihilate myself).
Do you feel this way too?
I feel like two people forced to live in one body. They both are different people and want completely different things and it really fucks me over because I'm constantly changing who I am, who I want to be, what I feel, and what I do.
 
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suicidal flapper

Student
Jul 15, 2023
104
My brain views itself as a woman yet my body is a man's. I feel beyond trapped
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Yes, very. And yes, I feel similarly, I would like to annihilate my body via a submarine implosion or the like.
 
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God_Emperor_of_Rome

Member
Apr 13, 2023
12
I don't just feel trapped by my body I feel trapped inside my mind too. I feel like its preventing me from achieveing transcendence and seeing the thing in itself
 
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15032021

15032021

Member
Aug 25, 2023
11
Yes, very. And yes, I feel similarly, I would like to annihilate my body via a submarine implosion or the like.
Submarine implosions kill without the pain, what a dream...
 
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Laurentj

Laurentj

Student of the waning waxen
Sep 13, 2023
27
while i do suffer sometimes and i feel like my mouth speaks too slow for what i want to say and it feels like my hands dont do what i want them to do sometimes, i relatively dont feel trapped cause… its my body its just a part of me though i do feel like i should exercise to get rid of the flab on my belly
 
Is0lated

Is0lated

2024/2025 Livestream
May 29, 2023
106
Both feel like a burden. If I didn't have the intelligence to understand my situation and what's going on in my life I would've been unconditionally happy.
 

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