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NZkiwi

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Sep 17, 2019
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For a long time I thought I didn't -- I really really struggled, and only recently am I starting to feel like I belong

It's like patch work, nothing is perfect, and I don't feel like I belong everywhere

Not sure at this stage I'm going to stay,

My wings are tired, for once, I can rest on this branch.

<3
 
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StupidGirl001

One day I'm gonna grow wings
Aug 1, 2026
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I don't really belong anywhere. I don't really care about fitting in anymore... it has no use
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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That's a really interesting question.
l never had a feeling that I don't belong on earth.
 
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Sep 21, 2025
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Not really. I never have. I don't know how to be normal so people always distance themselves.

Looking back it's happened more than i initially realized.

I don't want to list specifics but I was in a position once where I needed others to help. For years I struggled so badly to find people. Would lose those I did find. I was frustrated and wondered why. Now I see. It was me. It sucks to have been made this way, and taking decades to figure it out.
 
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