Discussion do y'all open this website infront of people? or nah

[notsosillybilly]

probably a really dumb thing to do but i just can't help but not give a shit. like i remember opening ss to respond to something, and all my friends we're right next to me and could've easily saw but i just. didn't rlly care?? i guess i've been openly suicidal for so long that it's kinda just casual for me, can't say the same for my friends tho.

 

[hdead]

Oh yeah all the time. I don't care anymore.

Everyone around me knows I'm suicidal and nobody dares to say a word anymore. It's a miracle I haven't been strapped up and shipped away yet.

 

[Spite]

I have browsed this site on my phone while I'm on my lunch break at my job many times before. Sometimes I'll be sitting in a cafe or a shopping centre and I'll have SaSu open on my phone. It's never been a problem. I don't expect anyone to be looking over my shoulder and if anyone was I reckon the likelihood of anyone recognising this website is pretty low. Nobody I know IRL knows I'm suicidal but I also don't particularly care anymore if anyone notices I'm on this site or not.

 

[TooFarAway]

I do, mostly because I have everything in dark mode and my screen brightness set to the lowest possible level thanks to my shitty eyesight lol. But if that weren't the case, I definitely wouldn't open it in front of other people.

 

[ScaredCutter]

no. i hate being questioned. i also screenshare to my paryner on discord and i get very anxious about having the site opened, i also swap tabs if my family is nearby lol.

 

[darksouls]

I rarely go outside, I am isolated, in real life I have no social contacts,
I think most people in my country would not understand what kind of website this is

 

[fadedghost]

I would never open this website around other people where they could see.

I've been involuntarily hospitalized before and it was hell. I've failed at an attempt before. If anyone reports me as being suicidal, I could get involuntarily committed and if they wanted to hold me a long time and there was any suggestion I was suicidal, they easily could, potentially even for an extremely long time.

Right now there's no proof I am suicidal or access this website. It's likely no one cares and even if I were to openly say I were suicidal perhaps nothing would be done about it. But I don't want to take risks with that based on how I was treated before by the mental health care professionals, who were horrible to me.

 

[hdead]

I would never open this website around other people where they could see.

I've been involuntarily hospitalized before and it was hell. I've failed at an attempt before. If anyone reports me as being suicidal, I could get involuntarily committed and if they wanted to hold me a long time and there was any suggestion I was suicidal, they easily could, potentially even for an extremely long time.

Right now there's no proof I am suicidal or access this website. It's likely no one cares and even if I were to openly say I were suicidal perhaps nothing would be done about it. But I don't want to take risks with that based on how I was treated before by the mental health care professionals, who were horrible to me.

Ugh it's always so hard to see the accounts of people that have been 'taken in', so to speak. I'm sorry that you went through that and it absolutely sucks that people like yourself, given the situation you are in, are being treated like subhuman.

Take care. I really hope you find your way.

 

[twilightvader]

Yes because they don't understand english

 

[tonicer]

I don't care. My mother sees it open on my PC sometimes but never questions me about it. I told her this is a self help forum which is true IMHO.

 

[fadedghost]

Ugh it's always so hard to see the accounts of people that have been 'taken in', so to speak. I'm sorry that you went through that and it absolutely sucks that people like yourself, given the situation you are in, are being treated like subhuman.

Take care. I really hope you find your way.

Thank you. They were truly horrible to me. I've avoided all mental health professionals, including psychiatrists and therapists, since I was involuntarily committed. Those professionals can emotionally abuse me once, shame on them, but it won't be twice. Some of them were nice, but it doesn't matter because the cruel ones were allowed to be cruel to me and other people and they kept me so long and made up shit about me at times to keep me longer, it was the dishonesty. I am just done with all of them. It's unfortunate because I lost someone close to me and a grief counselor may have been helpful during that time, but I just won't talk to any mental health professionals again.

 

[BlockHammer]

Rarely, but i do remember opening this app while eating at a foodcourt. Usually i open this app in my own room

 

[Forveleth]

Privacy shield on every screen I own. But even outside of that I would not care. I have never been shy about my mental status and people are always going to find something to judge you on.

 

[Kenny]

Yeah, once I figured out you can disable the logo in settings I realized this looked like a random forum at first glance. Only looks off if you look at the link or the conversations really.

I also don't really care if anyone knows too much, my family all knows about my situation and hasn't really done anything to help as of yet.

 

[death over slavery]

I remember one time in a public transport, some dude took notice of my screen while browsing on SaSu, asked me what forum I am reading.

Told him blatantly with a smile on my face, "Oh, it's a site for suicidal people."

"Damn." Then he went off

 

[SCP.Official]

I was browsing methods during a meeting once, didn't bother to hide my phone. Most people don't really look at what you're doing on the phone, everybody's paying attention to their own. Total strangers don't care even if they do see what you're up to, and anyhow they can't really do much about it. With strangers in public the worst case scenario is they'll give you a speech to roll your eyes at.

 

[notsosillybilly]

I remember one time in a public transport, some dude took notice of my screen while browsing on SaSu, asked me what forum I am reading.

Told him blatantly with a smile on my face, "Oh, it's a site for suicidal people."

"Damn." Then he went off

i'm sorry this is so funny

 

[SASU-KE]

I hope people know that you can hide the sanctioned suicide logo in your account settings.

You also have a couple of other options I believe that will help hide the website much better. I had an incident at work where I was browsing and someone came up directly behind me to surprise me.The moment I turned back, I caught them looking at my screen for a second.

They might have noticed but didn't say anything lol.

 

[BradGuy123]

No way. Nobody knows I'm on this site. If someone saw me on this site it would be this big ordeal of them questioning me and expressing concern. I'd get the third degree and it would be such a hassle. Even worse, they might call the authorities on me for a welfare check and I might be involuntarily hospitalized. If I want to go on this site and there are people around I simply wait until I am alone to go to the site.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

I browse in public whenever I feel bored enough to
I have the logo hidden so to anyone who doesn't know this site, it's just some regular forum
people won't care about seeing wall of texts if they see it on my phone

though sometimes the link at the top of my browser makes it visible loll

although sometimes I can be a bit paranoid visiting on public wifi
I'm not entirely sure how it works but I worry about an admin seeing what site I am browsing lol
maybe paranoid for nothing

 

[ZeroRedz02]

probably a really dumb thing to do but i just can't help but not give a shit. like i remember opening ss to respond to something, and all my friends we're right next to me and could've easily saw but i just. didn't rlly care?? i guess i've been openly suicidal for so long that it's kinda just casual for me, can't say the same for my friends tho.

No.

 

[thelostautistic]

Once accidentally but I was drunk. Now I'm more careful.

 

[kunikuzushi]

yeah the only people i'm ever around know i'm suicidal and don't care. or in the waiting room where i go to therapy and group therapy. no one there would care.

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, Jewish people don't care / are obligated not to care, pretty much everyone else has obliterating the Jews on their bucket list as a matter of faith or tribal competition or whatever else.

Probably would be bad form to be seen by someone in a position to bill for it but since there's nothing to bill.. that's probably a reason not to ever pursue any health care in this shithole country.

 

[iguazo falls]

not on my phone cause i am one of those nosy people so i know theres other nosy people. im not going to lie i really like the idea of knowing things about a stranger youll never meet again. a few minutes of someones browsing/tiktok feed and its like you know more about them than you do the people you work everyday. i dont do anything with the info its just something engaging to do when bored on public transport or something. also theres always some guy out there watching rupauls drag race on their phone in random places and i dont care enough about drag to watch out of my voilition but i find it interesting enough to watch along. probably sounds weird idk i dont like it in a freaky way, and idk if it just means im lonely and dont have enough friends but theres so many people around you with their own lives that you will never talk to or interact with so i like to know what i can.

i have the sasu logo off, so on my laptop i dont care, i dont think my partners familiar enough with the site.

 

[thekop85]

Ever since life itself became a source of suffering, I've stopped worrying about those things.

 

[ivathantri]

I don't care

 

[N-methylamphetamine]

social suicide where im at so no

 

[passthisnote]

i never let other people see my screen regardless of what im doing lol

 

[BurntToCinders]

I found this forum for the first time yesterday at work, and it felt super taboo with my co-worker sitting at the table just behind me even though I know he couldn't see what I was doing.

Granted, I do have a ridiculous guilty conscience. I'm sure it'll wear off the longer I'm on here, though!