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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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no. i hate being questioned. i also screenshare to my paryner on discord and i get very anxious about having the site opened, i also swap tabs if my family is nearby lol.
oh yeahhh~ I have that arrangement with mine too~ >_<

regardless, I really don't care about him knowing as he apparently already knew all that about me before I even knew he existed anyways~ rofl

anyways, no, I really don't~ I think I've literally gone to this website at the front desk before~ Altho, in those cases, I do make sure to log in, so the giant "Sanctioned Sewer Slide" logo doesn't pop up~ idk~ Maybe that shows how truly little people care about me~ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,123
I found this forum for the first time yesterday at work, and it felt super taboo with my co-worker sitting at the table just behind me even though I know he couldn't see what I was doing.
For all you know, he might have been doing the same thing 😁

Work gets a lot of people depressed after all.
 
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BurntToCinders

From a Bad Place, Somewhere in the Past
Jul 2, 2026
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unkown00

Member
Jun 13, 2026
36
I open the forum on the bus but I shake my head the whole time so people know I disagree with it.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,123
I open the forum on the bus but I shake my head the whole time so people know I disagree with it.
But you're catching the bus right in front of them. Isn't that a red flag?
 
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unkown00

Member
Jun 13, 2026
36
But you're catching the bus right in front of them. Isn't that a red flag?
I'm shaking my head rn so everyone on the bus knows I disagree with what you just said.
 
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broken serenity

Student
Sep 26, 2025
140
*gets off the bus in frustration*
*takes her flag with her*
 
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castlebravo

castlebravo

Member
Oct 9, 2022
43
Sometimes. Like now while in bed next to my wife. But she doesn't pay any attention so it's fine.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
622
I have no one to open this forum around, let alone my actual phone lmao.
Loneliness has its perks…..
 
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melodrama

melodrama

"Picky, selfish, arrogant, ignorant, childish."
May 7, 2022
68
I didn't really care before, but now that my dad found out about this site through my browsing history, I have to be careful so he doesn't catch me seeing it.

It's so uncomfortable... I have no privacy and I have to keep deleting things from my own phone. Guess that's what I deserve for still living with my parents as an adult.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,123
Sometimes. Like now while in bed next to my wife. But she doesn't pay any attention so it's fine.
Damn,that's a very telling statement about your marriage.Sorry man.
I didn't really care before, but now that my dad found out about this site through my browsing history, I have to be careful so he doesn't catch me seeing it.

It's so uncomfortable... I have no privacy and I have to keep deleting things from my own phone. Guess that's what I deserve for still living with my parents as an adult.
Are you both sharing a common device like a laptop, or is he going through your personal phone and checking the browser history?
 
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Bitter Almonds

Student
Jan 16, 2026
101
Yeah. often. I don't really care. if they catch me, I'll say it's to help aid with recovery and my therapist is okay with it.
 
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LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
789
Id rather kill myself than let anyone around me see that I visit this site lol. Having to explain and go thru all of that would be embarrassing.
I have no one to open this forum around, let alone my actual phone lmao.
Loneliness has its perks…..
Dont know if this is a good thing to you but I aspire to live like you. Some alone time after living with nosey people for years would feel nice lol.
 
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SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,123
Dont know if this is a good thing to you but I aspire to live like you. Some alone time after living with nosey people for years would feel nice lol
I know what you're talking about. I too grew up with nosey, intrusive parents(default parental settings) and after I started living alone I felt like I was in heaven.

Then again, I'm introverted, so loneliness is a small price to pay for me. Not everyone can live like this or would want to . I enjoy it though.
 
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LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
789
I know what you're talking about. I too grew up with nosey, intrusive parents(default parental settings) and after I started living alone I felt like I was in heaven.

Then again, I'm introverted, so loneliness is a small price to pay for me. Not everyone can live like this or would want to . I enjoy it though.
Im glad you enjoy it :P
 
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melodrama

melodrama

"Picky, selfish, arrogant, ignorant, childish."
May 7, 2022
68
Are you both sharing a common device like a laptop, or is he going through your personal phone and checking the browser history?
One day he said his phone was glitching and asked if he could use mine. I let him, and that's when he saw it. Looking back now, he was probably suspicious of something and that was just an excuse to snoop through my stuff lol.
 
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SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,123
One day he said his phone was glitching and asked if he could use mine. I let him, and that's when he saw it. Looking back now, he was probably suspicious of something and that was just an excuse to snoop through my stuff lol.
Ah,the trickster.He played you.

I used to have measures for such things beforehand. I had two browsers on my phone just in case anyone wanted to use my phone for an emergency. Chrome, which I would use for myself, and Dolphin for others,lol.
Don't want anyone to see the hundreds of times I visited Sasu,lol.

It's better to be prepared for these things.There is also something called an app lock. You can lock individual apps inside your phone.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
358
ive typed out posts on my phone in the middle of my lunch break at work before. people don't care, plus s passing glance usually isn't enough to figure out
 
tiramisu

tiramisu

meow
Jun 1, 2026
30
when i'm waiting for the bus or train, i read through a few threads, but i don't care if anyone sees.
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
124
probably a really dumb thing to do but i just can't help but not give a shit. like i remember opening ss to respond to something, and all my friends we're right next to me and could've easily saw but i just. didn't rlly care?? i guess i've been openly suicidal for so long that it's kinda just casual for me, can't say the same for my friends tho.
I don't open it in front of anyone just to be safe but they don't know English so it wouldn't be that big of a risk
Id rather kill myself than let anyone around me see that I visit this site lol. Having to explain and go thru all of that would be embarrassing.

Dont know if this is a good thing to you but I aspire to live like you. Some alone time after living with nosey people for years would feel nice lol.
Well I'd rather ctb isn't much of negative thing to people on the site. we need to invent a new type of way to express how much you'd not want to do something lmao.
 
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never mind me

Experienced
Nov 7, 2022
232
I have opened SaSu in public on my phone, but only around people who don't know me. Even if they recognize the website there is nothing they can do and I don't really care what others think of me, if I don't know these people. When I am around people I know I avoid to open SaSu in front of them. However, with my boy-friend I am less careful because he has poor eyesight and refuses to wear glasses, so most things that are written in normal size letters he can't read. And on top of that I doubt that he would even care, if he knew.
 

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