Venting DMC seems to be gone, ruining my careful planning

[RandomFellowIdc]

I planned everything perfectly over the span of a few months and tried to contact DMC just now to arrange everything, only to find out they are possibly compromised. If I don't find a source in time, it'll be too late and my window of oppurtunity will be gone. Then I won't have the chance to receive anything for a while, and I will enter a time in my life where i will spend a lot of money i was intending to save for inheritance reasons.

I'm so upset, I hope I can find something else in time, if I miss this chance it'll make everything significantly more difficult. Not to mention I'll have to keep waking up every day for longer than I intended.

I should have the right to choose my own fate, and it is being taken away from me at this rate. I'm forced to keep living a life I do not want and never wanted. People think that's a good thing?
It's MY life at the end of the day, and if everyone agrees on you being responsible for your own life choices, why is my choice being taken away from me?
I know my plans will end in tragedy, but I made this choice months ago and still have not changed my mind. I'm not insane in any way, I am perfectly capable of making decisions, I know what I'm doing, I know what I want and I should have the right to go through with this. Just let me make my decisions without having to jump through so many VERY SCARY and risky hoops.
Again, I get why it's not as easy as just going to your local supermarket and ordering an execution, that would make no sense. But options are there for those who want to find them, and they require enough work and effort to discourage anybody who isn't serious about their choice. Again, I should have the right to choose for myself. Nobody should be able to take this away from me.

You are brought into this world, and if you happen to not like it, then I guess you can go fuck yourself. Either you stay and live with it or you CTB in a more accessible way that's either way more painful, more traumatising to others, or both. But I guess that is considered better? Make it make sense

It's a bit of a rant but I'm just so upset. I guess I'll have to look into alternatives, either different sources or different methods. This is a battle I am alone in and nobody can know about, and it's not an easy one to fight all by myself. But I guess that's what it takes if I really want to give myself the freedom of choice i deserve to have in the first place.

 

[Esc9434]

I'm not trying to start anything.

I'm pro-choice. I know this world is a horrible place, and that some people start off with a horrible disadvantage compared to others.

I know everyone on here come from different walks of life, so some may not think things out clearly as others.

However, blame some of your follow posters for not knowing how to move correctly when conducting business of this manner.

All these threads asking about DMC. Doing various things with SN that are not documented or recommended when it is already hard to get. Not thinking about others who will come after them.

 

[loser4ever4life]

Stuck where you are too man, SN seemed like a great option for me. Guess I'll have to give hanging another try

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, it's just so cruel and horrible to me how the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is to not exist and I always suffer so much from how peaceful guaranteed death is so cruelly denied for me but anyway I hope you find peace.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

I don't think it's gone, they've just moved to a different website? Still similar sounding though it appears.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Honestly, if your located in the EU, SN is still relatively easy to find.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I haven't heard DMC was gone. New website maybe. Don't know what it is, though.