Venting Distracting myself from the inevitable isn't working anymore

[tiredofbeingme]

My life is a mess, i have been unemployed for 4 years, i don't have any friends, never had an intimate relationship at 28 years, social anxiety compounded by how much i have avoided interaction with others, always procrastinating about getting treatment, addicted to pmo, and failed in every attempt at turning things around, i am living on baseless hope. i would have killed myself already if i had access to a gun or a strong suspension point,

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, everything is hopeless for me. I'm sorry you are suffering. Life really is so horrible. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[depressedsoul]

My life is a mess, i have been unemployed for 4 years, i don't have any friends, never had an intimate relationship at 28 years, social anxiety compounded by how much i have avoided interaction with others, always procrastinating about getting treatment, addicted to pmo, and failed in every attempt at turning things around, i am living on baseless hope. i would have killed myself already if i had access to a gun or a strong suspension point,

i am employed- part time and also studying- but i still feel like everything i'm doing is useless. I am so stressed balancing university and work. It's terrible!