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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.

April
 
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Lostnotfound

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Feb 23, 2020
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Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.
Relate to that.

and when people tell you it will get better and you dont want to ctb and tomorrow is another day and things will change and all the usual crap I'm just like lets do it now
 
LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
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I can relate to both. If I am confronted in any way I think, ok I'll go ctb because i cannot improve.
 
selfhater

selfhater

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Mar 1, 2020
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Whenever I have an argument with someone I want to go home and ctb. It's like the impulsiveness gives me the courage. I can't take it anymore. Everyday the ctb thoughts are stronger.

April
me too i get anxiety from having discussions with anyone and it makes me hate myself so so much
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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I don't have to do anything to do something wrong
 
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