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Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
206
Seeing what is happening in France is horrifying.
There are multiple reasons why I don't want to live/wish I had the courage to CTB
but climate change is a big one. Even if my health got magically cured, even if I became a millionare, climate change will still destroy us all and it will happen far sooner than I thought.
It's not a matter of "if", it's only a matter of "when". It is over, humanity is doomed to end soon. Sure we can do good things to delay it for a little bit, but it is inevitable and it became so years ago.
I look at France, I look at the people fleeing their homes, all their lives going up in flames, all they worked for their whole lifetimes completely destroyed and I think of how I will be one of these people soon. Maybe in 3 years, maybe 5, 10, 20.. but it WILL happen and I do not want to live to experience that. I do not want to be a part of the climate apocalypse.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
221
Its so sad and its sad that not a lot of people care to do anything about it
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
193
This so so so much. Humanity is burning and nobody cares. Not only that, but they happily vote for parties who will make the situation even worse.

What also terrifies me is that europe has no fucking ACs and we're being baked alive in our own homes/workplaces/schools. Thousands have died in a single day, in a single country, and our chancellor said: "We'll continue to observe the situation and then maybe make a decusion." JUST SAY YOU DONT FUCKING CARE AAHHHH
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
494
Its so sad and its sad that not a lot of people care to do anything about it
It's incredibly sad, but by the looks of it there's just not much that can be done at this point. Directives are contradicting - stopping climate change means to grind modern capitalism to a halt, or at least slow it down by a lot. Society demands stuff, materials, innovation. All these things are driving the depletion of resources of this place and we can only do so much to slow it down.

I also wonder how much of this is actually being caused by humanity being here and how much is just the cosmic cycle of things. IDK, but like many here I don't wish to stick around for the fallout. I always keep wishing I was born in the 60s or something. Would have been a different life altogether. Can you imagine that in the 60s fastfood chains simply didn't exist? Look at us now.
 
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finaldestination22

finaldestination22

Member
Oct 30, 2025
36
Seeing what is happening in France is horrifying.
There are multiple reasons why I don't want to live/wish I had the courage to CTB
but climate change is a big one. Even if my health got magically cured, even if I became a millionare, climate change will still destroy us all and it will happen far sooner than I thought.
It's not a matter of "if", it's only a matter of "when". It is over, humanity is doomed to end soon. Sure we can do good things to delay it for a little bit, but it is inevitable and it became so years ago.
I look at France, I look at the people fleeing their homes, all their lives going up in flames, all they worked for their whole lifetimes completely destroyed and I think of how I will be one of these people soon. Maybe in 3 years, maybe 5, 10, 20.. but it WILL happen and I do not want to live to experience that. I do not want to be a part of the climate apocalypse.
The world was never a happy place for all of us and will never be. I'm suicidal because of things inside of me(mental illness etc) but even on a shitty day I can see atleast a second of beauty in this world. Which sucks even more since i can't properly enjoy it.

CTB because the world has issues does not help neither you or the world. Imagine how much you would help the world if you would be healty and rich.

Imagine how the french felt when Hitler marched in Paris and it seemed like all is lost? That really must have felt like the end of the world for the french. But the people that kept hope got to see Hitler dead and they rebuilt France into the beautifull country that it is.

Focus on yourself I hate so much depression I can see how it paints my world dark but I can't stop it. It's like even if outside is a beautifull day I have to wear a pair of grey goggles or somtehing.

I hope we all find peace
 
lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Пиздюк
Jun 11, 2026
72
Seeing what is happening in France is horrifying.
There are multiple reasons why I don't want to live/wish I had the courage to CTB
but climate change is a big one. Even if my health got magically cured, even if I became a millionare, climate change will still destroy us all and it will happen far sooner than I thought.
It's not a matter of "if", it's only a matter of "when". It is over, humanity is doomed to end soon. Sure we can do good things to delay it for a little bit, but it is inevitable and it became so years ago.
I look at France, I look at the people fleeing their homes, all their lives going up in flames, all they worked for their whole lifetimes completely destroyed and I think of how I will be one of these people soon. Maybe in 3 years, maybe 5, 10, 20.. but it WILL happen and I do not want to live to experience that. I do not want to be a part of the climate apocalypse.
Yeah it's insane really, the summers here in Austria have gotten almost unbearable, it's not a rarity anymore that we get over 40 Celsius and almost nobody has air conditioning. Also in some regions it basically doesn't rain anymore so they need to start rationing drinking water. Like today in Vienna it's as hot as in Abu Dhabi, which is pretty wild
 
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