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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
504
I tried to do the night night method but I couldn't get the stupid balled up shirts to stay in place and I kept trying but eventually I got too frustrated and stopped and I hate this so much. I'm ready to be done but none of the reliable methods are available to me and I'm exhausted and I don't know what to do
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I have never heard of anyone succeeding with the night night method before, but I did read about a failure with it, which is why I have not considered it. I'm sorry that you had this experience. I understand being tired of living and desperately wanting to leave. I am also stuck in this world because of the lack of method access and fear of failure. I think that suicide should be easier, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit and it should not be this difficult to leave all the suffering behind. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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chloramine

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Apr 18, 2022
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I have never heard of anyone succeeding with the night night method before, but I did read about a failure with it, which is why I have not considered it. I'm sorry that you had this experience. I understand being tired of living and desperately wanting to leave. I am also stuck in this world because of the lack of method access and fear of failure. I think that suicide should be easier, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit and it should not be this difficult to leave all the suffering behind. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
Thank you. It really sucks that our options seem to be suffering with being alive or high risks of mutilation or getting caught
 
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