Did you think about ending it?

[jarik]

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[FuneralCry]

I'm always wishing to permanently not exist, in fact I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what. I only find comfort in death, under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer for decades on end just to die slowly and painfully tormented by old age, permanent non-existence where all is finally forgotten about is always preferable to me.

I see no value in being burdened with this hellish existence where there is literally no limit as to how much one can suffer when the peace of death solves everything, only eternal nothingness is ideal to me as it's the absence of all suffering and harm and I don't want to suffer in any way. I'm always thinking about death, wanting to die is all that makes sense to me and feels right, existence itself is what I see as the problem.