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sherlock

sherlock

Art lover
Jul 9, 2026
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My father asked me to attempt suicide by cutting my wrist, again, to somehow convince my mother to get back to him.
 
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miekorevvv

miekorevvv

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Aug 8, 2024
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i remember my father told me to not make him waste a rope by killing myself and just jump off the cieling and my mom told me once at my peak suicidal era to go kill myself
and ngl everyday i wake up i regret not dying yesterday
 
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sherlock

sherlock

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Jul 9, 2026
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i remember my father told me to not make him waste a rope by killing myself and just jump off the cieling and my mom told me once at my peak suicidal era to go kill myself
and ngl everyday i wake up i regret not dying yesterday
Oh, Im sorry you had to hear that from them. I can sadly relate :(

Do you still talk to them?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Oh damn. Sorry but I'd tell him "you know what? I have an even better idea"… if he wants someone to attempt to try to get his ex back, the only person that should be attempting is HIM.
 
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miekorevvv

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Aug 8, 2024
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Oh, Im sorry you had to hear that from them. I can sadly relate :(

Do you still talk to them?
i dont have a choice since im under their mercy and i live in a 3rd world country so running away will just fuck up my future so rn even tho my mom is bipolar she is still mentally ill imo and i dont think she holds any malicious intentions after all she sacrificed unlike my dad who did indeed ruin my future over greed and in order not to make himself look or sound wrong he made it al my mistake and him being very terrible and abusive to me is just a way to toughen me up and well it seems he did toughen me up too much to the point i can spend months without talking to him and i cant stand being in the same place as him for more then 10 seconds
 
sherlock

sherlock

Art lover
Jul 9, 2026
16
Oh damn. Sorry but I'd tell him "you know what? I have an even better idea"… if he wants someone to attempt to try to get his ex back, the only person that should be attempting is HIM.
Now he needs two attempts, one for me and another for her :)
i dont have a choice since im under their mercy and i live in a 3rd world country so running away will just fuck up my future so rn even tho my mom is bipolar she is still mentally ill imo and i dont think she holds any malicious intentions after all she sacrificed unlike my dad who did indeed ruin my future over greed and in order not to make himself look or sound wrong he made it al my mistake and him being very terrible and abusive to me is just a way to toughen me up and well it seems he did toughen me up too much to the point i can spend months without talking to him and i cant stand being in the same place as him for more then 10 seconds
I can understand… I wish you a better future and I wish things change for the better.

I grew up in a 3rd world country as well and I can totally understand how imprisonment can feel like.
 
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