at some point, i felt that i was really beginning to inhere to the words of blackpill ideologues. it was simply related to the way in which i would interact with such online spaces; i was trying to match the values of those communities, so adopting their views, if only partially, was inevitable. at some point i became really convinced of certain views that many might view as misogynistic. i have since disowned these. i think that fact of depersonalization contributed to my prolonged suffering at that time.
i would go as far to say that such views are irrational, insofar as they are not conducive to producing any material outcomes. it's a form of mental masturbation which defies the original intent.
i think that this forum is a great place to learn how to cope. i don't think that coping is necessarily a bad thing, as some may think.
i've yet to truly achieve a productive mindset. hopefully this is a first step of sorts
i would go as far to say that such views are irrational, insofar as they are not conducive to producing any material outcomes. it's a form of mental masturbation which defies the original intent.
i think that this forum is a great place to learn how to cope. i don't think that coping is necessarily a bad thing, as some may think.
i've yet to truly achieve a productive mindset. hopefully this is a first step of sorts
