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Bluebutterfly

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Jul 31, 2021
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There were some family members who did not want to see me be successful.when I got admission in a university they tried ways to hurt me .now because I'm graduated they have given me so much loss.i wish if I had never had admitted to the university they won't have given me any loss and I would be living a happy life.its because they never wanted to see me be educated so they destroyed me.i should have hide my success and career from them then they could not do me any harm and I would be living a happy life.i never hid my career from them so they had given me so much loss .it happened because of my fault that I never hid my success from them and gave them the power to destroy me.now they have given me so much loss that it's impossible for me to live anymore and I'm going to suicide.but the environment of my home is already bad and circumstances are not good that if i suicide there will be so much trouble.so I don't know what to do please help me.
 
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Midgardsorm

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Apr 28, 2020
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Hello. It seems that your family members are really mean to you. Your success should make them proud, not anger them.

I congratulate you in your graduation and encourage you to find a job and leave this toxic place. Once you're far away, you wouldn't need to feel bad because of them, you wouldn't need to stop yourself from achieving your goals.

It's ultimately your choice, but it seems that these people do not deserve your kindness, your presence and most importantly, do not deserve to have you on their shoes just to have power over you.
I may be making assumptions here, but that's what I understood.

Feel free to talk, we'll listen.
 
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Bluebutterfly

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Jul 31, 2021
11
I cannot continue with the loss they have given to me..the loss is unbearable I cannot move forward..that's why I want to ctb now
 
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jnpx321

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Nov 25, 2020
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When did you graduate from university?
What's your career now?
 
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slyna

Student
Jul 30, 2021
154
I cannot continue with the loss they have given to me..the loss is unbearable I cannot move forward..that's why I want to ctb now
Giving loss? What do you mean?
Sorry but I believe you translate the sentence wrong.
 
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Bluebutterfly

Member
Jul 31, 2021
11
They were my mother's step brother and cousins who did this to me.my own parents are good.but now I'm in so much bad condition that I think that suicide is the best option for me.because my loss cannot be recovered.And I cannot live with the loss anymore.if I had never let them knew about my career than they could not have given me any harm.so it's my fault that I gave them the power to destroy me.thats why I think I should suicide because living like this is so painful
 

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