Venting desperately waiting on SN: Dental pain, Immigration problem.

[KleinerWolf]

It's been 30 days since I ordered SN from M, Ukraine.
I don't live in Europe so perhaps thats why it's taking longer than expected.

I'm in such excruciating dental pain and I simply cannot afford to have things fixed.
I will have to beg my dad for money in that case and he's stingy with money.
I haven't had work since last January due to covid downtime, depression and employment gap,
so I don't have any emergency funds on the side.

I also don't know what if it means for me even if I somehow manage to fix my teeth.
The immigration problems will continue to haunt me for as long as I'm alive and on a Chinese passport.

Just thought I'd vent a little.
I hope this dental pain does not get unmanageable to the point I hang myself.
I would prefer to at least die by SN.

Please pray for me that my SN comes soon,
pray for me that it doesn't get intercept by customs,
I really can't cope with any of this for much longer.
This feels like torture.
I need my salvation.

If my SN comes,
I'll just take it with ibuprofen and that's it.
I'm just too clumsy to sort those other things,
and I probably don't care,
there's no way it hurts more than dental pain,
but I really need to die at this point.
I just can't fix the problems and I'm in pain, literally.
It's no longer just immigration stress or what have you.

Death is my only way out of this mess.

 

[Amumu]

I emphasise with you a lot brother...
I know how it feels to have extreme dental pain.
Can you ask a doctor painkillers maybe? If you can afford it.

When pain is added to mental health and social problems, it becomes unbearable.
Please be kind with yourself.

 

[IWantToSleep]

Well it's good that I have the motivation to brush my teeth again so I don't end up in a bad situation like that, hope things work out for you.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Technically I could go extract this molar alone it'll cost me $250 which I can afford.

Based on how serious it is I think I'll have to get it extracted regardless I kill myself or not. I think it might take longer for my SN to arrive.

I'll be looking to get a dentist appointment on Monday if I'm lucky.
And hopefully take out this molar without further hesitation.

Thank you for your kind words @Amumu.

Well it's good that I have the motivation to brush my teeth again so I don't end up in a bad situation like that, hope things work out for you.

This what happens when you eat too much sweet items and too much soft drink for 26 years and not brush well.

Big fucking hole,
excruciating pain let me tell you.
$1800 to fix everything, if include wisdom teeth probably $2800?
lol

Take me as an example guys,
Brush your teeth and look after your health.
These things don't re-generate.

 

[Sakura94]

I hope you can get the dentist appointment. Oral health is correlated with mental health it's ridiculous it's not covered better.
Salt+water and some traditional remedies may help to fight infection until that time.

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

I have received my SN from UA vendor. Customs are pretty strict in my country so I hope you will receive it too.

 

[Nymph]

That's so sad, sorry you're suffering so much.:(

 

[Spitfire]

That makes me feel sad to hear about your teeth problems. I hope you can get them fixed at least the hurting tooth very soon, to feel better without the pain.