Help desperate for someone to talk to

[justafcknloser]

i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.

 

[tonicer]

I am in the same situation except i somehow made it to 43. The only reason i am still alive is that i don't want to break my mothers heart. She was always good to me.

 

[Webcore]

I'm 23, and going back and forth everyday with how badly I want to end it.
Found a building that's pretty damn tall, just need to work out the details on how to get there.

 

[Rainork]

Sorry you're feeling so lonely, feel free to message me if you'd like to!
Happy to talk about whatever or just read if you want to vent about things

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.

I know how you feel. If ever you need to talk I'm here...

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i dont normally focus on ot identify with my autism too much because i dont want to let it define me, but more and more i just feel incompatible with everyone. I want friends but i hate going out, conversations feel like a chore, i cant relate to anyone, people keep telling me I'm rude even though i have no idea what i did wrong.

I want a girlfriend but im not attracted to any of the women around my city and cant see myself trusting any of them. its like im doomed by the fucking universe to be fucking alone.

 

[RyleIsRiledUp]

i'm so fucking lonely and i don't know what to do anymore with myself. i hate going outside. i hate being perceived and seen. i want to just throw myself off a building but i still haven't found any taller than 7 stories that i could easily get access to. i'm just so fucking tired of this shit. i didn't think id even make it to 21 and i wish i didn't.

I feel the same ngl. it shucks. I dun wanna go outside but i also feel lonely af so i idk what to do. I din think I'd make it to 18 either (ik young age but still). But I guess I'll keep goin on cuz I ain dead yet. But if ye wanna talk, I gotchu too, buddy

 

[justafcknloser]

I am in the same situation except i somehow made it to 43. The only reason i am still alive is that i don't want to break my mothers heart. She was always good to me.

hey, thanks for replying! and i'm happy you have someone that keeps you going even if you don't want to. that's really beautiful in a sense. living for someone else just so you don't hurt them.

I'm 23, and going back and forth everyday with how badly I want to end it.
Found a building that's pretty damn tall, just need to work out the details on how to get there.

thanks for replying. that's exactly how i feel. everything feels like a waste to try because what's the point. good on you for finding a tall building and i wish you luck on your ctb!

Sorry you're feeling so lonely, feel free to message me if you'd like to!
Happy to talk about whatever or just read if you want to vent about things

hey i really appreciate you taking the time to reply! thank you so much

I know how you feel. If ever you need to talk I'm here...

thank you for the reply! it means a lot i really appreciate it :)

i dont normally focus on ot identify with my autism too much because i dont want to let it define me, but more and more i just feel incompatible with everyone. I want friends but i hate going out, conversations feel like a chore, i cant relate to anyone, people keep telling me I'm rude even though i have no idea what i did wrong.

I want a girlfriend but im not attracted to any of the women around my city and cant see myself trusting any of them. its like im doomed by the fucking universe to be fucking alone.

to be honest, i think i was doomed to be alone too. i don't think i'm worthy of having people around me. like i don't deserve it or something.

I feel the same ngl. it shucks. I dun wanna go outside but i also feel lonely af so i idk what to do. I din think I'd make it to 18 either (ik young age but still). But I guess I'll keep goin on cuz I ain dead yet. But if ye wanna talk, I gotchu too, buddy

hey thanks for replying, im proud of you for making it to 18. i know its hard and you probably didn't want to but its an accomplishment. good on you for keep going too! and if you ever want to talk im always here too!

 

[copioushopelessness]

I know how you feel.
I'm desperate to talk to someone but don't know where to even begin.

 

[peachplushes]

21 and unemployed, job searching sucks. I failed to get into grad school for the second time. I hate myself so much. I feel you lol. Also I hate the stupid meds that I'm on, I can't even remember to take them and I don't like taking them.

 

[justafcknloser]

I know how you feel.
I'm desperate to talk to someone but don't know where to even begin.

well if it helps in any way, i can talk to you.

21 and unemployed, job searching sucks. I failed to get into grad school for the second time. I hate myself so much. I feel you lol. Also I hate the stupid meds that I'm on, I can't even remember to take them and I don't like taking them.

hey i get it. honestly im so incredibly behind for my age that its embarrassing. i'm sorry you couldn't get into grad school. and honestly good on you for even trying to take meds. i've fully given up on that front.