Help Desperate for help!

[GoodDaysGone]

I think I misunderstood the purpose of this site. I thought it was a place for people to discuss "safer" ways to exit and how to accomplish them. I got my hopes up thinking that people would be able to point me in the direction of purchasing SN, but no one seems to have any idea.

I'm at my wits end. I'm verging on having panic attacks everyday. I'm desperate. I don't want to discuss my feelings all the time and why I hate being alive. I do it all the time and it doesn't help. I want to be gone, and not be forced into attempting some horribly painful method that I'll most likely mess up.

So please, if anyone has any info on where I can get SN without being discovered, just sent me a private message. I feel numb all the time, someone please help, I can't stand feeling like this.

 

[knickknack81]

First off, Im very sorry to hear you are feeling like this. You are certainly not alone. You absolutely do not have to discuss anything you don't feel comfortable or interested in doing. Many of us would love to have a method that was quick and non-painful that we could fall back on. Totally understand your frustration and anger.

SN is very difficult to get a hold of. It is illegal in many places, authorities crack down on people sending/buying it and there are also a lot of dishonest people trying to trick you out there. Not saying it can't be found but it can be difficult and with a lot of hoops to jump through.

As for other, "safer" ways to go, it's not the worst idea to check out the resource compilations this site has put together for various methods to CTB. Maybe you will find something that you are comfortable with. Wish I had a better response that you would want to hear. But I do wish you luck and hope you find peace in whatever it is you do.

 

[Linda]

I think I misunderstood the purpose of this site. I thought it was a place for people to discuss "safer" ways to exit and how to accomplish them. I got my hopes up thinking that people would be able to point me in the direction of purchasing SN, but no one seems to have any idea.

I'm at my wits end. I'm verging on having panic attacks everyday. I'm desperate. I don't want to discuss my feelings all the time and why I hate being alive. I do it all the time and it doesn't help. I want to be gone, and not be forced into attempting some horribly painful method that I'll most likely mess up.

So please, if anyone has any info on where I can get SN without being discovered, just sent me a private message. I feel numb all the time, someone please help, I can't stand feeling like this.

There are people who become members of this site with the sole intention of causing problems for the site. So nobody is going to reveal sensitive information to anyone unless they know they can trust that person. You have been here since yesterday, and you have made only 5 posts. That just isn't enough of a track record for anyone to know much about you. Nobody is going to send you the kind of information you are asking for.

Sorry, but that's the reality. For the moment, if you want to find a source of SN you will have to do your own research. (I myself couldn't give you a source even if I wanted to, because SN does not interest me and I have no information on sources.)

Some posts on SaSu do indeed discuss safer ways to exit - though there are many other kinds of post too.

One option for you would be to stay on SaSu for a while, do what you can to help others here, tell us a little more about yourself, and establish some credibility. Please note that helping other people here is just as important as helping yourself. It might even make you feel better.

 

[Rynalia]

Sorry you feel this way bud. Many of us are in same boat, desperate for an exit to leave this plane of existence.

But unfortunately, there have been pro-lifers and dishonest reporters doing their very best to uncover and take down sources, and cause problems for SaSu at the same time. SaSu members are fairly on edge and are currently far less willing to share sources because of it.

As I just refreshed the page, Linda already beat me to it, but you only joined yesterday, and that's really not enough time to build enough trust for most folks to share any details. Maybe if you're lucky you might get a handout from a very kind soul, though.

I highly, highly encourage you to stick around for a while and interact with the community. Be more than just another face. In that way, people can understand you more, and in turn, you build enough trust and credibility that they're willing to share sensitive information like sources.

What you can do though if you really can't wait, is dig through what already exists on the site. There are a plethora of sources mentioned that could give you a push in the right direction. You'll just need to navigate towards it by yourself, of course.

I wish you the best in your endeavors. Cheers.

 

[eupdplishlp]

I think I misunderstood the purpose of this site. I thought it was a place for people to discuss "safer" ways to exit and how to accomplish them. I got my hopes up thinking that people would be able to point me in the direction of purchasing SN, but no one seems to have any idea.

I'm at my wits end. I'm verging on having panic attacks everyday. I'm desperate. I don't want to discuss my feelings all the time and why I hate being alive. I do it all the time and it doesn't help. I want to be gone, and not be forced into attempting some horribly painful method that I'll most likely mess up.

So please, if anyone has any info on where I can get SN without being discovered, just sent me a private message. I feel numb all the time, someone please help, I can't stand feeling like this.

Please also be careful of scammers they will target anyone

 

[R. A.]

did you read the rules? back when i joined i'm pretty sure i had to go through some reading but i'm sure most people ignore them. if this is still a thing i wish they wouldn't. if everyone was openly handing out connections to lethal substances, this place wouldn't have lasted this long. we'd all be arrested. you've been on here one day...it's a largely public forum for god's sake - the amount of potentially incriminating shit on here as it stands is quite mind-boggling.

edit: contrary to most major media portrayals, this place is not in my experience fundamentally about getting everybody as dead as fast as possible. some members here are depraved freaks who get off on this or just seems to have suffered beyond retention of any apparent humanity, but look around and you'll find tons of examples in threads of people being unsure or second guessing or having just failed and being scared, with a deluge of comfort from strangers who may share as little as no longer wanting to be alive.

 

[Pedro.c1999]

I'm just in a "e-mail and telegram chat" to get the euthanasia drug nembutal. The one vets use to end their life. I'm afraid of getting scammer. How to avoid that? Any sugestions ?

 

[eupdplishlp]

I'm just in a "e-mail and telegram chat" to get the euthanasia drug nembutal. The one vets use to end their life. I'm afraid of getting scammer. How to avoid that? Any sugestions ?

personally I wouldn't trust that I can't lie

 

[Carrot]

I'm just in a "e-mail and telegram chat" to get the euthanasia drug nembutal. The one vets use to end their life. I'm afraid of getting scammer. How to avoid that? Any sugestions ?

Too good to be true and scammers know you won't fight back. I wouldn't be surprised it they operate in a country that does not care about such scams.

 

[zardoz]

SN can be ordered online perfectly legally from Poland, shipped to the UK (which is now outside of the EU) and internationally. I know this from recent first hand experience (to UK).
It's not that hard to find if you persevere. I used a VPN set to Poland and the Polish google site, which probably helps but may not be necessary. Other search engines are available.
Due the sensitive nature of why people are trying to source SN, and the increasing attention its drawing leading to concern about dwindling supplies, people are not willing to explicitly name sources (including me, sorry).
I wish you all the best and sincerely hope you can find a solution that doesn't involve CTB.

 

[Pedro.c1999]

Thanks I'm digging further to get a safer and reliable source

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence, it sounds like you've suffered so much, I also just really want to be gone and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing and never exist again, I hope you find peace.