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purplegrape8

purplegrape8

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Jun 23, 2024
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my brain fog has gotten so bad that i'm convinced that i'm just brain damaged. i can't focus, retain new information, or hold a conversation. i find zero interest in music, shows, books, sex or anything. it's like i'm just blank. i can't see a future for myself when im like this. it feels like hell having to live out each day and go to work when i know everybody hates me because of how awkward and bad i am at my simple server job. i want to ctb with the charcoal method but i don't know how im going to do it and yes i've read the megathread over and over, but with my stupid brain i feel like im going to mess it up. i was thinking of doing it in a car but i don't know what to seal up. maybe even a tent inside my room but im curious if i have to wrap the entire inside of the tent with plastic bags to prevent the gas from leaking outside the fabric? are there any tents recommended for this method on amazon?
 
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pyx

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Jun 5, 2024
617
i deal with brain fog on a daily basis as well. there are, i think, a lot of factors that contribute to it, such as nutrition, sleep patterns, etc. the worst thing is that it's very hard to describe. i went through the entirety of highschool inflicted with brain fog without even being aware of it, which impacted me severely and contributed to prolonging my depression. i'm sorry that you're suffering with brain fog. it's hell.
 
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emptyenvelopes

emptyenvelopes

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Jun 15, 2024
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I totally get it. I play a board game and I draw a move 7 card but I move 10. I went swimming and the lifeguard said not to throw shells and a minute later I was just fidgeting and threw the shells.

I worry that people think I am defiant or stupid. I'm neither, it's the brain fog. And new information gets lost in the fog and never internalized. And I don't know how to break through the fog.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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I take Adderall to combat this.
 
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AmberianDawn

AmberianDawn

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Jun 9, 2024
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It's terrible to live like this. I feel like I have an old brain, I feel premature old age. Like my brain was a raisin
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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It's terrible to live like this. I feel like I have an old brain, I feel premature old age. Like my brain was a raisin
Same . A lot of old people have a better memory than me
 
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CatLove56

CatLove56

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Jun 30, 2018
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Depression and anxiety rot the brain. This post reminded me that I probably should see a doctor about some kind of stimulant. Not antidepressants but something that make me function better. Legal cocaine lol
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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Brain fog can be a real side effect from anxiety and of the long term use of anti depressants.
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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Brain fog is really terrible, I've had it permanently for years accompanying chronic fatigue without it letting up for even a second. It's like one day the switch for my cognitive capabilities just flipped off and it was permanent for me. Did this happen to you, or do you only have it in bursts with moments where it alleviates itself somewhat? (Like in moments where you have slightly more energy, your mood is better, or you ate certain foods that day?)

There's a lot of different things that can cause brain fog, it's such a nebulous symptom resulting from a variety of disease sequelae. For example, vitamin deficiencies, inflammatory/autoimmune conditions, diabetes, sleeping disorders, mood disorders, miscellaneous neurological conditions, the whole gamut.

If you haven't already, it's probably a good idea to get a cursory blood test and see if you have something like a vitamin deficiency or inflammation, because some people's brainfog actually does improve if they treat the underlying issue in a timely manner. While I can't find any great studies off the top of my head on it, a lot of people who have taken psych drugs (myself included) end up with some kind of vitamin deficiencies from long term extensive prescription drug use and aren't monitored for it.

I've spent years and loads of money trying to fix mine, with no dice. However, I have a structural abnormality of the brain that is salient enough to show up on an MRI, though I'm not 100% sure if it's the cause of my cognitive issues with learning, memory, eyesight, focus, attention, etc. So while a lot of things didn't help me, I think it is certainly possible for certain people to experience some semblance of alleviation if the actual cause is pinned down and identified. The hard part is actually taking a stab at figuring it out how/why it happened on a cellular level.

Your job sounds like it would be really challenging to do while struggling with these symptoms, there's a misconception that "low skill" work is easy but I've always found things like food service to actually be really difficult and requiring a lot of attention to detail and ability to work extremely quickly. That sort of breakneck environment is hell on earth if you're having focus and memory problems.

I hope you can get out of that job at some point, having a workplace that doesn't mesh well with your disabilities/health conditions can be soul crushing and I know it has to be so hard for you going to that day in and day out knowing you're gonna struggle. Wishing you some relief.
 
ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
132
holy fucking shit another person with brainfog ive had it for 4 years its ruined my entire life
 

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