Deep hatred for nature

[Painless_end]

Deep hatred for nature for making me so pathetic. Not indulging in self-pity, telling it as objectively as possible, I hate my mind.

I truly have the worst possible mind in terms of survival

 

[InterstateFlowers]

I saw this thread thinking "Why would anyone hate nature? The mountains, forests, oceans, beaches, and greenery is arguably the purest and one of the most wonderful things about life on Earth.." Sorry about that, lol. I hate my mind too and sometimes I wish for growth without the hard part. You're not alone. What is it about your mind that's holding you back?

 

[Painless_end]

I saw this thread thinking "Why would anyone hate nature? The mountains, forests, oceans, beaches, and greenery is arguably the purest and one of the most wonderful things about life on Earth.." Sorry about that, lol. I hate my mind too and sometimes I wish for growth without the hard part. You're not alone. What is it about your mind that's holding you back?

I should have phrased differently.

My mind has very limited growth potential and structure.

It has been like this since I was 15. I am now 31 but I am still like a 15 year old in terms of ability to be interested in anything and passionate about anything.

 

[Painless_end]

It's been over a year and still the same problems, I was literally about to make a thread about my feelings of hatred towards existence in general and my existence in particular and I saw this thread in auto-complete

This is why I hate myself

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I saw this thread thinking "Why would anyone hate nature? The mountains, forests, oceans, beaches, and greenery is arguably the purest and one of the most wonderful things about life on Earth.." Sorry about that, lol. I hate my mind too and sometimes I wish for growth without the hard part. You're not alone. What is it about your mind that's holding you back?

Unfortunately nature is not just about things like mountains and forests. Nature also has a nasty side: violence, ruthless competition, disease, famine and so on.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate existence. Everything is determined by luck and chance, life is very unfair. Many of us are disadvantaged through no fault of our own. There is no limit to how bad things can get, this life holds unlimited potential for suffering. I see it as better to never be born in the first place, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live.

 

[blueclover_.]

In fact, without life there would be no pain. Without brains you can not experience pain. So the problem is literally life itself. I wish people could understand this so they would stop creating more babies and more suffering into this world.