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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I just took the Meto, and I have the antacid and Anaprilin. My body and my mind aren't going to get any better. I feel like I'm needlessly prolonging my suffering, but I fear the consequences of chickening out and being sectioned again and acquiring new medical ailments from the attempt (because I'm totally the type to become afflicted with something that isn't a common side effect in most normal people.)

I dunno, but I'll post if I do end up taking it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,638
Nobody in this world deserves to suffer, this life can be very cruel to us. I wish you well, no matter what you decide.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
You don't sound convinced. So take your time.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Oh Wrennie...
I'm so sorry to hear this! You're so...awesome! :(

Whatever happens, I'm right here sending you lots of hugs and love!!!

Just don't act impulsively if you're not 100% sure!!

Failing really sucks and I don't want you to be in hell like I was!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I'm pretty convinced I'm going to do it, but I've decided to wait until my grandma can visit from New York so I can say goodbye to her one last time (which I just arranged for). Thank you for all of your kindness, I will post a thread once it comes time for me to take the SN.
Are you taking HM brand ?
LW brand (I bought from them before they stopped selling)
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,883
You deserve so much better than all the suffering life has thrown your way Wrennie
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Think it through first. Don't do it unless you're 100% sure you want to.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
Try weighing up the positives and negatives of continued living and ask yourself if you truly think now is your time to CTB.
 
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filtfarfar

filtfarfar

Member
Apr 12, 2021
37
Wrennie! You are my soulmate <3 We both jumped out a window, you can't leave me alone in this world D:
 
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oono

oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
221
These few lines are sad, don't rush into a decision, be sure it's worth it or not. We will be there to support you
 
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Bxbrowler

Member
May 19, 2021
26
I just took the Meto, and I have the antacid and Anaprilin. My body and my mind aren't going to get any better. I feel like I'm needlessly prolonging my suffering, but I fear the consequences of chickening out and being sectioned again and acquiring new medical ailments from the attempt (because I'm totally the type to become afflicted with something that isn't a common side effect in most normal people.)

I dunno, but I'll post if I do end up taking it.
I don't know you but if this is what you want I wish you a safe journey
 

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