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user667

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i imagine death like being warm after being cold for a really long time. it sounds so peaceful and comfortable. i cant fucking wait.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Agreed!

The idea of "not existing anymore" is just astonishing!
 
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Johnjohn1

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It does sound wonderful I agree! But since I'm Catholic I am very scared of being in hell. I live in severe chronic neuropathy and neurological damage so I pray God is merciful and understanding.
 
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Spitfire

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I got a great story. It is soo crazy that it is true. Forgive me it was a cor I was attending and had to kind of be there too.

He was soo pleasant and died on a nurse I knew once, but I knew him...

CPR goes on for like ten minutes and this guy comes back alive over and over again with the most pleasant smile. And each time he kept saying "thank you thank you.. you guys are too kind but it is fine here"...

And then he kept dying. It was like the whole team froze still and listened, then cpr... repeat like five or six more times over 10-15 minutes.

Sometimes he came back to life saying "ouch that hurts" (but lovingly laughing) in the middle of chest compressions. I will never forget the look on this nurses face pushing down on the chest of a spontaneously alive again person like that and thought about to share it.
 
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user667

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I got a great story. It is soo crazy that it is true. Forgive me it was a cor I was attending and had to kind of be there too.

He was soo pleasant and died on a nurse I knew once, but I knew him...

CPR goes on for like ten minutes and this guy comes back alive over and over again with the most pleasant smile. And each time he kept saying "thank you thank you.. you guys are too kind but it is fine here"...

And then he kept dying. It was like the whole team froze still and listened, then cpr... repeat like five or six more times over 10-15 minutes.

Sometimes he came back to life saying "ouch that hurts" (but lovingly laughing) in the middle of chest compressions. I will never forget the look on this nurses face pushing down on the chest of a spontaneously alive again person like that and thought about to share it.
everyone i know, either online or in real life, who has died and come back said that they remember death being so pleasant they didn't want to return back to life, even if they weren't previously suicidal. it must be so nice. thanks for sharing your story :)
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

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Sep 28, 2020
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Interesting. I have been involved in many codes. None of them could speak because very early on, the patient is intubated. In the first minute or three.

Nice story, though.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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Interesting. I have been involved in many codes. None of them could speak because very early on, the patient is intubated. In the first minute or three.

Nice story, though.
What is even crazier is that my Mom told me it would happen she told me the same story basically from whe was running around the hospital with me inside her belly. It was soo exact, but not unusual considering years after her death she was still talking about what is happening right now while she was still alive.

The dude was clear and present, as any other normally coherent and alive person, except it was in between compressions during CPR.

Not normal...
 
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Nymph

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I had a NDE and it felt just like that
 
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Teal_Blue_Dreams

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Sep 15, 2020
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It does sound wonderful I agree! But since I'm Catholic I am very scared of being in hell. I live in severe chronic neuropathy and neurological damage so I pray God is merciful and understanding.
I always say God knows I'm fucked up and need a nap. A dirt nap.
 
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