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ForbiddenSiren

ForbiddenSiren

Member
Dec 16, 2019
99
Do you feel like your eyes look dead? Devoid of emotion and completely empty looking. I feel so much emotion, but after all the carnage my brain has endured, my eyes feel and look dead. I want my old eyes back.
 
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Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
I was thinking something similar the other day when I realized that I am not able to look myself in the eyes, when I'm in front of a mirror.
 
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ForbiddenSiren

ForbiddenSiren

Member
Dec 16, 2019
99
I was thinking something similar the other day when I realized that I am not able to look myself in the eyes, when I'm in front of a mirror.
Mirrors are scary, sorry you are going through it also
 
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VirtualSnow

VirtualSnow

who knows
May 21, 2022
118
Same, I mean, my profile picture comes from that tought as well. I'm fine with them looking that way though.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
I do believe so. I just look tired of living overall. It's horrible being trapped in this existence.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
I am broken, my eyes reflect the weariness of my soul. I just want to rest in peace, in addition to the depression that has accompanied me all my life, they have broken my heart and put me in a complicated situation both at work and personally. I just don't want to be anymore
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
"Remember when we were young?
You shone like the sun...
Shine on, you crazy diamond...
Now, there's a look in your eyes
like black holes in the sky...
Shine on, you crazy diamond..."

-Pink Floyd
 
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