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yuno

yuno

person
Sep 10, 2022
42
Hello everyone. I'm creating this thread in hopes to confirm the lethality of visine and help people know what to expect. My terms have finally been met and I am ready to CTB.

I'm not trying to be an attention-seeker. That is not my intention. I want to help people understand more about the visine method. I want to help my people, the people who understand having no other options. So I'm going to post about my symptoms daily, until there is no more to post.

I'm a 21y.o. female, likely obese but my self perception has always been skewed. Today begins my steady visine doses. I intend to consume visine daily for the remainder of my life.

Today I used approx. 5 drops of visine in my morning coffee. While visine smells like piss to me, the coffee tasted fine; it looked like regular coffee too.

It has been a few hours since then, and I feel totally fine. I'm at work like nothing, only battling mental demons of anxieties, SI, and self doubts. While my mind stays in pain, I must remember to continue with my plans, as soon there will be no more pain, and nothing to worry about at all, ever.

As of now, my body is fine. My breath stays normal. My heartbeat stays normal. My eyes have not been dilated. I feel no constrictions in my veins. My lips aren't bluish. My nails aren't bluish. My energy levels feel normal. Everything feels normal, and I've been doing work for almost 2 hours.

I'm afraid the results are lackluster so far, but hopefully we see some changes in the next few days. I will update this thread tomorrow, unless I encounter any new changes.
 
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Rounded Agony

Rounded Agony

Hard to live, hard to die
Aug 8, 2022
805
I had no idea this was even a thing. How did you determine dosing? This is a thread from someone who tried it by drinking three bottles and never signed back into the forum after the next day...but someone who commented said they once drank twice the amount and nothing happened to them.

Just stuff to consider. It would suck to only ever be unpleasantly sick for an extended period period of time for nothing.
 
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yuno

yuno

person
Sep 10, 2022
42
I had no idea this was even a thing. How did you determine dosing? This is a thread from someone who tried it by drinking three bottles and never signed back into the forum after the next day...but someone who commented said they once drank twice the amount and nothing happened to them.

Just stuff to consider. It would suck to only ever be unpleasantly sick for an extended period period of time for nothing.
I've done research throughout this site and realize that we don't know enough about visine, which is why I'm allowing myself to be the Guinea pig. The people who have been reportedly murdered via visine we're poisoned over a steady period of time, which is why I've decided to try that; the fact that these deaths exist, while the user who drank it at once is technically unconfirmed; I wish them the best. Those who were murdered did face horrible illness before their deaths. It's something I'm willing to face, although I hope my loved ones don't see it as anything more than the occasional viral sickness.

Should visine be futile, then we will all know to avoid it. And I will try some other method to get my ultimate desire.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Who would have thought you can CTB on visine!

I hope you have a peaceful journey, I know nothing about visine poisoning! ❤️
 
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Rounded Agony

Rounded Agony

Hard to live, hard to die
Aug 8, 2022
805
I just saw you've left your mark in some of the other threads about it. Well, whatever happens I hope the only outcome is a reduction in suffering for you. Will be interested in seeing how this pans out. Best of luck...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,589
I've never really heard of anyone using this as a way to ctb, but thank you for sharing the information. I guess that if this does work as a ctb method then it's always another option for ctb. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
I wonder what people will be able to use for their red eyes when this stuff is taken off the market.

Edit: it's not a useful thing to "stock up," as the stuff expires and you do not want to be putting expired medications in your eyes... at least not if you wish to continue to have vision.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,204
I have heard of people dying (painfully) with large doses of it, I don't know about micro-dosing daily. It doesn't sound very pleasant or reliable tbh. However, it is your choice.
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
buildup of the drug tolerance can ruin your attempt
didn't read the articles below but it might be useful to investigate em:

 
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Rounded Agony

Rounded Agony

Hard to live, hard to die
Aug 8, 2022
805
OP hasn't been online since three hours after after last post, despite saying they'd update the following day...a bit too soon to assume it worked I'd say, but we shall see.
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
one of my fave true crime channels did a segment abt this...

i hope your journey is peaceful 🫂
 
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MovingOn

Member
Nov 29, 2022
94
Huh, this is definitely something for me to keep in mind if I don't get my SN.
I hope OP found peace.
 

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