Venting Damn it google....

[Life_and_Death]

....stop protecting me!
If I want to Google "make me hate myself" then let me. That clearly doesn't say 'dont'. I don't care about your "ways to not hate yourself". If I wanted that, that's what I would have googled.


The only thing I've found so far

How to Hate Yourself

As an internationally renowned Self-Hate Coach, I teach people all around the world how to hate themselves more fully, more deeply than they ever thought possible. And I can do the same for you.

www.vice.com

But we're the bad ones...... Got it.
Remind me if I ever want to make my life worse that I can ask the people against making the pain stop.


1 cut, 2 cuts, 3 cuts, 4.....
Hurry before someone comes knocking on the door.
5 cuts, 6 cuts, 7 cuts, 8.....
Come now child, this is your fate.

There are times I wish someone specific would message me. I want him to hurt me. To make me feel sick. I want to be brought to tears. But then I think... It's been a few years maybe he's not interested in me anymore. I should be happy about this considering what he's done. What I let him do. How I felt. But I'm not.
Too broken to repair.....

 

[TimeLawyer]

I get this all the time when I'm trying to search ugh. I use a site called millionshort which filters out the most popular results: https://millionshort.com/
It's not perfect but it does let you see more sites like blogs and forums as opposed to generic/popular sites or results.

 

[Veroski]

Google censorship is absolutely attorcious. We live in a disgusting society where we're told what to think and how to feel.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Google censorship is absolutely attorcious. We live in a disgusting society where we're told what to think and how to feel.

I agree.
Here are eight Google search alternatives to consider:

1. MetaGer – An open source metasearch engine with good features, based in Germany.
2. SwissCows – A zero-tracking private search engine based in Switzerland, hosted on secure Swiss infrastructure.
3. Searx – A privacy-friendly and versatile metasearch engine that's also open source.
4. Qwant – A private search engine based in France.
5. DuckDuckGo – A private search engine based in the US.
6. Mojeek – The only true search engine (rather than metasearch engine) that has its own crawler and index (based in the UK).
7. YaCy – A decentralized, open source, peer-to-peer search engine.
8. Givero – Based in Denmark, Givero offers more privacy than Google and combines search with charitable donations.

Alternatives to Google Products — Regain Privacy in 2026

This Google alternatives guide gives you alternatives to every Google product, including Gmail, search, Youtube, and more.

restoreprivacy.com

i also use tor browser, epic privacy browser

Best Google Alternatives for 2024: Take Control of Your Privacy!

Do you use Google services? Worried about Google's data collection? This article highlights the best Google alternatives that respect your privacy!

vpnoverview.com

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

On a near daily basis I get binged and the SAMHSA or the national suicide line because of shit I google. The ironcy, it's not even when I'm suicidal. If I'm seriously suicidal, I look at the PPehandbook and read about methods. Fuck - usually i'm not even very depressed. I just get into this spiral at times.

I'd love to see the profile google's built on me based on my personal/private data and my browsing habits. lmao. visit a suicide forum for a few hours.. then go on ali express and look at pretty dolls.

 

[Seiba]

On a near daily basis I get binged and the SAMHSA or the national suicide line because of shit I google. The ironcy, it's not even when I'm suicidal. If I'm seriously suicidal, I look at the PPehandbook and read about methods. Fuck - usually i'm not even very depressed. I just get into this spiral at times.

I'd love to see the profile google's built on me based on my personal/private data and my browsing habits. lmao. visit a suicide forum for a few hours.. then go on ali express and look at pretty dolls.

chad doll enjoyer vs virgin google suicide hotline

 

[TooConscious]

Why would you want to hate yourself when there is far from a shortage of deserving evil factions of society to direct that hate towards.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Why would you want to hate yourself when there is far from a shortage of deserving evil factions of society to direct that hate towards.

Oh dont worry i hate the human race. I just hate myself as well and asking why is kind of like asking why i cut. Its a broken brain, stupid mental thing