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chxse88

chxse88

Member
Aug 18, 2026
10
Is anyone skipping Xanax for their sn protocol? I give up sourcing them, I got scammed 4 times already. Everything else I got so easily, why is it so damn hard to source Xanax, even a few? Not a large qty, like fuck. I have horrible anxiety and was hoping to be able to have them to fall back on. If anyone in here can help, I'd appreciate it.
 
M

MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
245
Is anyone skipping Xanax for their sn protocol? I give up sourcing them, I got scammed 4 times already. Everything else I got so easily, why is it so damn hard to source Xanax, even a few? Not a large qty, like fuck. I have horrible anxiety and was hoping to be able to have them to fall back on. If anyone in here can help, I'd appreciate it.
Do you have any other benzos althernative to use? It seems that you're too focused on Xanax only.

Mind to share your anxiety conditions?
 
chxse88

chxse88

Member
Aug 18, 2026
10
Do you have any other benzos althernative to use? It seems that you're too focused on Xanax only.

Mind to share your anxiety conditions?
In general I'm a pretty anxious person but when it comes to an event like this it gets way worse. I'm sure for most people it wouldn't be a primary thing to source but with crippling anxiety like this I feel I need it. As far as my symptoms go super bad mental anxiety and shaking. I know my survival instinct will be through the roof, it was for my drowning attempt so I want to mitigate that this time. No, no other alternatives. I might keep gambling to find a legit source but it's getting old. I don't have much time.
 
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hdead

Mage
Jun 2, 2026
584
Where have you been trying to source these? I have gotten flualprazolam from DH no issue. Real xanax are tough to find but that goes for many Px meds off illicit marketplaces.
 
hlchoo

hlchoo

Member
Jul 23, 2026
37
Tell doctor you have panic or anxiety attack, and likely they will give you xanax or similar.
 

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