Cut myself again

[Zeus35]

I did it again. One day I'm going to kill myself good and proper. Soon enough I hope. I want to cut the vein actually. I accidentally told people I watch porn today. I do because it's addictive and when my boyfriends not here I still need to cum. Heard about that guy who ended his life. They're talking about SN aren't they? They're clearly talking about this website. Feel so fucking shit because someone I am close to, I sent a ton of nasty emails in a rage at someone else. Although I don't think the person is judgemental anyway she cares alot about me. It's her job to help me in other ways. She's decent. The other person I used to be close to and they literally ignore me which led to me getting fucking enraged and then sending losts of emails. Plus my baby is dead and I gave my kittens away last week because I'm supposed to be moving.

 

[Ecka-26]

Don't be so hard on yourself, you're going through a lot

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you suffer. Life is just so cruel. I wish you relief from what you are going through as none of us should ever have to endure such pain.

 

[Zeus35]

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Don't be so hard on yourself, you're going through a lot

Thank you Ecka. I love the rainbow hearts BTW x

 

[nys]

I'm sorry your life is so painful that you do this to cope. The situation you're in right now sounds very difficult. You probably already know this but just in case you don't, make sure you keep your cuts clean or you could get an infection which is a terrible and very painful way to die. I hope things get better for you ):

 

[hellispink]

I also cut myself self harmed two days ago after not doing it for two weeks. I am so exhausted.