Cursed to be unlovable

[kosmischerunfall]

When you're such a negative piece of crap everybody leaves you and you know it won't change when you're in a new relationship, the fear of never being good enough and hurting them is sooo big that you end up doing exactly this.

Nobody will ever understand or love depressed people, besides us.

I really hate myself and wish to cease to exist, i know i don't deserve love but it is so cruel that my brain/ biology needs it.

No one ever wants to listen to me and my negative thoughts, i know they are bullshit, but I need reassurance, but nobody has time to deal with that.

I just waste everybody's time, I don't want it to happen ever again.

Best Wishes
Useless~

 

[womanactually]

Girl! This feels so true for me too haha

 

[friendo25]

When you're such a negative piece of crap everybody leaves you and you know it won't change when you're in a new relationship, the fear of never being good enough and hurting them is sooo big that you end up doing exactly this.

Nobody will ever understand or love depressed people, besides us.

I really hate myself and wish to cease to exist, i know i don't deserve love but it is so cruel that my brain/ biology needs it.

No one ever wants to listen to me and my negative thoughts, i know they are bullshit, but I need reassurance, but nobody has time to deal with that.

I just waste everybody's time, I don't want it to happen ever again.

Best Wishes
Useless~

Why not date someone with similar issues if possible?

 

[Lions303]

Im really sorry <3 Its hard and can relate. I say everyone Ive ever loved has either died or left me. Id argue you do deserve and are worthy of love, I think we all need it in some way or another

 

[citrix_s]

The problem is not you, the problem is others, you can't trust anyone anymore

 

[WEIRDOOOXDDDD]

Sadly people now mostly like ''perfect'' people and were just broken in their minds. i can sadly relate . Love <3

 

[returner]

Could not relate to something more, even when I've met people like minded and give them so much they just end up becoming confident and wanting something else, just feel used up completely

 

[kosmischerunfall]

Sadly people now mostly like ''perfect'' people and were just broken in their minds. i can sadly relate . Love <3

So real, my boyfriend/fiance said that he doesn't like my negativity which is fair but that really hurts, and nobody answers me lol

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable, if you want to vent to someone my DMs are open.

 

[kosmischerunfall]

So real, my boyfriend/fiance said that he doesn't like my negativity which is fair but that really hurts, and nobody answers me lol

They want me to be perfect, never negative all sunshine and rainbows :D

 

[gimpyfairy]

When you're such a negative piece of crap everybody leaves you and you know it won't change when you're in a new relationship, the fear of never being good enough and hurting them is sooo big that you end up doing exactly this.

Nobody will ever understand or love depressed people, besides us.

I really hate myself and wish to cease to exist, i know i don't deserve love but it is so cruel that my brain/ biology needs it.

No one ever wants to listen to me and my negative thoughts, i know they are bullshit, but I need reassurance, but nobody has time to deal with that.

I just waste everybody's time, I don't want it to happen ever again.

Best Wishes
Useless~

There is this weird line where people will or won't talk to you. When you start letting out some of your negative feelings about life people start talking less to you, but when you have a concerning status on social media you suddenly get multiple people asking if you are ok.

 

[swankysoup]

The mental and physical experience of being absolutely convinced that no one will ever love you is enough to make me forget about everything besides suicide

 

[k1m]

Did you post about how your partner doesn't love you enough and also on the same day a picture of roses and chocolates you're taking to your ex? Are these two different people??

 

[kosmischerunfall]

Now ex, the same person lol.

Did you post about how your partner doesn't love you enough and also on the same day a picture of roses and chocolates you're taking to your ex? Are these two different people??

 

[k1m]

Now ex, the same person lol.

Oh my goodness I'm sorry. But good for you to get out of an unhappy relationship. Begging only lets other people hurt you more.

 

[Feldsparc]

For me its the opposite. I was lovable, so much so that I wanted more and more love. My husband's love was not enough and I had to seek elsewhere. I made a huge mistake falling in love with his nephew. Our life is ruined. Why God did you give me bpd... why did you cause things to happen the way it did. My whole life is in shambles and until I can go back to India and commit, I'm forced to live every day