Curious

[idgii]

Just curious? Have you tried to… exit?
If so, why didn't it work? What happened?

 

[DivineSpark]

NO attempts so far, but when I drive on my bicycle next to train tracks....there is strong desire and temptation to go lay on tracks.

 

[Buh-bye!]

I'd possibly kill myself eventually, i don't why i like the taste of air lately.

 

[FuneralCry]

I haven't properly as I'm so cruelly denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed way to cease existing with the suffering and torture of human existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, non-existence is all that's positive for me, I find it so terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture as a result, it's horrific to me how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence.

 

[Izzythebelle]

Depending on what you'd consider "trying", yes or no. I'd say yes I've tried because I've been holding the tools for it plenty of times but unable to actually injure myself, others would say no because I've been in critical condition yet. So it depends on where you'd draw the line hahaha