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Happyness

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Jan 13, 2022
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So I want to do it tonight. I am thinking to do the doorknob suicide but the thing is everyone knows I am suicidal. I am thinking to go to the bathroom and do it - it would only take 5 minutes I think? I really can't even take one more day
 
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So I want to do it tonight. I am thinking to do the doorknob suicide but the thing is everyone knows I am suicidal. I am thinking to go to the bathroom and do it - it would only take 5 minutes I think? I really can't even take one more day
Partial is very risky.
 
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Happyness

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Jan 13, 2022
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In the same position. I wish I had something better to say. I wish you the best.
I am really scared. I am thinking maybe I can go out and drown? I don't know my mom is constantly watching me becoz she knows but I can't even take one minute of this world
 
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I understand the feelings of desperation, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I'm sorry you are in this situation. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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Jun 6, 2021
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So I want to do it tonight. I am thinking to do the doorknob suicide but the thing is everyone knows I am suicidal. I am thinking to go to the bathroom and do it - it would only take 5 minutes I think? I really can't even take one more day
It would take more than 5 minutes. While you would pass out very quickly, with partial hanging it would take 20-30 minutes before you are fully dead. If you are found and resuscitated before then it could lead to permanent brain damage. I know life can be so painful but getting caught before you are fully dead would surely make it worse. Whatever you decide to do, make sure you've thought through it and won't be interrupted.
 
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Happyness

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It would take more than 5 minutes. While you would pass out very quickly, with partial hanging it would take 20-30 minutes before you are fully dead. If you are found and resuscitated before then it could lead to permanent brain damage. I know life can be so painful but getting caught before you are fully dead would surely make it worse. Whatever you decide to do, make sure you've thought through it and won't be interrupted.
Yes you are right. I have to think it properly
 
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ItsMe-Hecked

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It would take more than 5 minutes. While you would pass out very quickly, with partial hanging it would take 20-30 minutes before you are fully dead. If you are found and resuscitated before then it could lead to permanent brain damage. I know life can be so painful but getting caught before you are fully dead would surely make it worse. Whatever you decide to do, make sure you've thought through it and won't be interrupted.
Will partial feel easier with a 3/4-inch real rope as opposed to a bedsheet?
 
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lilac

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Jun 6, 2021
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Will partial feel easier with a 3/4-inch real rope as opposed to a bedsheet?
I would imagine so, as the rope would be much more uniform and could be lubricated with something like soap to slide easier. I can't imagine a bundled bedsheet working all that well for a partial hanging, although it could still be possible.
 

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