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Tautochrome

Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
157
Hey there. Going to CTB, want me to get you anything?
I'm having a really hard time saying goodbye to my pets as of now. I'm also becoming extremely sleepy. I hope I can pull this off before I snooze.
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
78
Hey there

Have you put all your affairs in order? What is your choice or protocol? I wish you best of luck and a smooth journey ❤️
 
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Tautochrome

Tautochrome

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Nov 22, 2025
157
Hey there

Have you put all your affairs in order? What is your choice or protocol? I wish you best of luck and a smooth journey ❤️
Hey, I made my life palatable to whoever will try to investigate it, maybe that counts as putting affairs in order. Unfortunately, I also made a lot of promises which I didnt get to fulfill, but so be it. My method is fent. I hope it does the job on the first try and lets me rest. :s

Currently taking antiemetics and benzos.
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
78
Care to join us in the chatroom before anything?
 
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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing at all
Jul 27, 2024
223
I hope its peaceful and kind to you. You've been like a recurring SS character i run into sometimes so its sad to see you go, but we all must go sometime. ♡
 
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notreallybored

Arcanist
Nov 26, 2024
424
ב''ה, if you see our Creator, can you tell Him to stop this universe? It's full of pointless suffering.
 
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imissmycatsomuch

imissmycatsomuch

Member
Aug 11, 2026
18
I love your profile pic. Who are your pets? They sound amazing if they're making it hard to say goodbye. Fent doesn't seem like the worst way to go honestly.
 
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Tautochrome

Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
157
I'm still there, had a blackout after benzos and next thing I remembered was waking up in my bed instead of my chosen spot.
The pets are snakes, adorable little noodles I couldnt stop hugging
Care to join us in the chatroom before anything?
Which chatroom?
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,219
Wish you all the luck and peace in your journey..
Please reserve a seat for me in heaven when you reach there 😉
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
886
Good luck, friend, may you find what you are looking for
 

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