CTB today thread (opioids)

[viennawaitsxx]

heyy<3 ive decided that tonight is the time i finally go, im expediting my timeline a bit. i decided to make a thread to document the process, because personally i found some posts like this very helpful. c: ive started fasting, im picking up my prescription antiemetics and benzos in a few hours (i live in europe), then im gonna shower and wait until nighttime to take the meds. first some benzos to calm down (if needed + to boost the effect of the opioid), then 3x 10mg metoclopramide tablets, then waiting 40mins and taking 10g metonitazene mixed in water. ive written my notes and wishes for my belongings down so all thats good. the only thing im sad about is i didnt get to see my dad one last time, i hope my family and friends are able to find peace. i also want to thank this community in advance, ive never met such loving, understanding and amazing group of people, i wish you all so well, whatever that personally means to each one of u

 

[ctb_warrior]

heyy<3 ive decided that tonight is the time i finally go, im expediting my timeline a bit. i decided to make a thread to document the process, because personally i found some posts like this very helpful. c: ive started fasting, im picking up my prescription antiemetics and benzos in a few hours (i live in europe), then im gonna shower and wait until nighttime to take the meds. first some benzos to calm down (if needed + to boost the effect of the opioid), then 3x 10mg metoclopramide tablets, then waiting 40mins and taking 10g metonitazene mixed in water. ive written my notes and wishes for my belongings down so all thats good. the only thing im sad about is i didnt get to see my dad one last time, i hope my family and friends are able to find peace. i also want to thank this community in advance, ive never met such loving, understanding and amazing group of people, i wish you all so well, whatever that personally means to each one of uany tips and/or words of encouragement are more than welcome, love yall

Wish you all the love, luck and peace take care

 

[pk@2001]

Wishing you peace my friend

 

[viennawaitsxx]

Wish you all the love, luck and peace take care

you too, thank u kindly

Wishing you peace my friend

thank u sm, u too<333

 

[AntarusDragon]

*big hugs*

 

[maggineko]

I've never spoken to you before, but I'm sorry to see you go! Sending love and wishing you safe travels. Hope you find peace, precious one

 

[viennawaitsxx]

I've never spoken to you before, but I'm sorry to see you go! Sending love and wishing you safe travels. Hope you find peace, precious one

u are too sweet and kind, thank u

 

[viennawaitsxx]

first update;

picked up the opamox, metoclopramide and olanzapin on top, no harm done in having a sleeping pill in the mix i reckon :,) now just gotta kill time til around midnight so 8ish hours

 

[Lostforgood]

first update;

picked up the opamox, metoclopramide and olanzapin on top, no harm done in having a sleeping pill in the mix i reckon :,) now just gotta kill time til around midnight so 8ish hours

So sad to see you go </3

 

[darksouls]

thank you for your kind words,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[fitoo5999]

I wonder where the hell you get all of those. Still surprised

 

[viennawaitsxx]

yall are making me cry

So sad to see you go </3

u can pm me if u want to<3

I wonder where the hell you get all of those. Still surprised

 

[ZwartHartje]

I hope everything's gonna work out for you! I know nothing about those drugs. Wishing you a peaceful journey and all the best.

 

[geepeedee]

goodbye and good luck. hope you find whatever it is you're looking for.

 

[whorror]

We never talked, but regardless I'm wishing you peace and safe travels.
I'm also perscribed olanzapine, if I may ask how much will you take?

 

[viennawaitsxx]

second update;

just took 4 tabs Opamox (60mg), 1 tab Olanzapine (5mg) and 10mg Metoclopramide. now i wait 30 mins to take the opioids <3

I hope everything's gonna work out for you! I know nothing about those drugs. Wishing you a peaceful journey and all the best.

it means the world, thank uim wishing for a painless and peaceful journey too
thank you dear<3

goodbye and good luck. hope you find whatever it is you're looking for.

We never talked, but regardless I'm wishing you peace and safe travels.
I'm also perscribed olanzapine, if I may ask how much will you take?

thank u sm and just one tab, to help with sedation and dopamine blocking
update 3;

just took the opioids mixed in water. tasted AWFUL but its done now, will lay on my side and watch youtube and hopefully drift away peacefully soon. kisses to u all, thank u for the well wishes

 

[Star67]

second update;

just took 4 tabs Opamox (60mg), 1 tab Olanzapine (5mg) and 10mg Metoclopramide. now i wait 30 mins to take the opioids <3

it means the world, thank uim wishing for a painless and peaceful journey too
thank you dear<3


thank u sm and just one tab, to help with sedation and dopamine blocking
update 3;

just took the opioids mixed in water. tasted AWFUL but its done now, will lay on my side and watch youtube and hopefully drift away peacefully soon. kisses to u all, thank u for the well wishes

Are you still here? Peace and love, wherever you are

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace.