Venting Ctb sn

[Cannedbones]

Wondering if i should ctb at home or try leaving again. My first attempt wasn't successful and I don't want to worry my family again by disappearing.
Dying at home, in my own bed sounds perfect and peaceful.
I'm not left alone for long however.. Will a 10 hour fast be enough to ctb by sn? Or fasting only make absorption faster. I can't fail this time. I finally have sn on hand and don't want to ruin that. Probably leaving home wouldbe better but i dont want them searching for me and calling the cops on me.

 

[Dot]

Wondering if i should ctb at home or try leaving again. My first attempt wasn't successful and I don't want to worry my family again by disappearing.
Dying at home, in my own bed sounds perfect and peaceful.
I'm not left alone for long however.. Will a 10 hour fast be enough to ctb by sn? Or fasting only make absorption faster. I can't fail this time. I finally have sn on hand and don't want to ruin that. Probably leaving home wouldbe better but i dont want them searching for me and calling the cops on me.

10 hrs shld b ok b/ wll nd 2 be sre r comfrtble w/ prnts findng u

 

[marinekiwi]

If you ctb at home, chances of being found and saved are pretty high.
10h fasting should be good.

Wish the best for your plans, hope you'll find peace someday.