Ctb on birthday ?

[Exhausted546]

My birthday is right around the corner. I feel like there's no better day to ctb. The only thing that prevents me from doing is the sibling that reached out to me cause he was worried I had caught the bus and didn't sleep all night as he couldn't reach me (I headed to the woods with my rope,if they hadn't been flooded I'd have died, crazy sixth sense on his part)

Imagining him being hurt really hurts me. In any case whether I ctb or not,I have to keep living like I won't do it. But yeah,it'd be the ideal day

 

[ilovenewyork]

I don't see why your birthday is better than any other day. Perhaps you can change how you're living instead of ctb

 

[anchorsaweigh06]

I'm in a very similar boat to you, OP. Planning on going out later this summer, but I'll also be leaving behind a sibling. Wishing you all the best.

 

[quickandeasy]

There's nothing to it besides the fact that it feels poetic. If you could keep living for a little bit more, try. Maybe life has a different turn just around the corner.