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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
I am CTB the bus in 5 minutes . I never thought that I may have the chance to ctb by N . But it is here on my desk .
I just hope that I can drink it .
A was supposed to send 1 bottle of the new N but there are two bottles now (they are sealed)
I am not sure if I can write anything after drinking . I just want to sleep and relax .
(Admins) Please cross my name as soon as possible .
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
Wishing you peace and good luck man
 
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reggiesaurus

reggiesaurus

Only passion is not having one
Aug 30, 2020
62
Rest in peace. Hoping you find your bliss in the void. Much love
 
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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
460
i am not still feeling anything . LLike I am drunk
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I'll miss you :(

Edit: @angel-of-the-night
 
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Linkous M

Linkous M

Sparklehorse
Aug 29, 2020
45
rest in peace, N will help you in this passage.
wishing you peace.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Here's hoping your passing is smooth, swift and as pain free as possible. Sending love ❤️
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,353
I wish you peace. Rest well. :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart:
 
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OfThePraxicOrder

OfThePraxicOrder

Live bad, Die worse
Aug 22, 2020
26
Hello friend, hope you rest easy, and safe travels.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Oh damn too fast! RIP X
 
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Smudgedlines

I like wine.
Jan 23, 2020
148
Emily are you still with us?
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Wishing you peace and minimal pain. :heart:

Strange, they said yesterday they had no N and today they got two bottles, shit changes fast
 
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Linkous M

Linkous M

Sparklehorse
Aug 29, 2020
45
Her last seen was her last message. Probably she is in a great and wonderful deep sleep.
 
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Forgotten

Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
The sweet release of death that only N can provide... I'm pretty damn jealous.

Rest in peace Emily.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i hope you find peace.
 
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flatearth

dot
Aug 27, 2020
108
are you still here?
 
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sadghost

S
May 17, 2020
232
Hey Emily, I'm not sure if you're still with us but I hope you are doing okay. :heart: I am sorry that life has troubled you so much, I wish you freedom from your pain
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I'm sorry I missed you. You're in my thoughts and heart.
 
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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
It's crazy on how fast that was...

I don't know your story but I hope you're in a better place..
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Rip sister!
 
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miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
RIP :heart:
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
RIp Emily
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
I hope you found peace :heart:
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Rest in peace :heart:
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
R.I.P. ❤️
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,082
I have similar issues that she had.
Rest in love sister ❤️
 
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mellow

Member
Jul 19, 2020
57
RIP Emily. I admire your strength. I'll miss reading your posts and perspective x
:heart:
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
Has she definitely left us? Very sad...
 
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