ctb guilt

[hybridtheory]

the only thing holding me back right now is leaving my dog… I live alone and he's my best friend and he has been through everything with me and deep down I feel guilty for leaving him. I don't know what to do. I'm very suicidal tonight and I want out of here but then I look at my dog and I get very emotional. does anyone else feel like this?
i just want to not think about anything and let go, I'm so tired.

 

[Poor Stargazer]

I totally understand. I feel the same about my cat, she is my world. I have no family or friends just a cat. The thought of leaving her here on this cruel planet with all of these "people" is what keeps me here for now. She is all i have and i am all she has.

 

[Lily (Osako)]

I was forced to find a home for my dog when I got divorced and had to move.
It destroyed me.
The only family I have left is my son.
He's the only reason I'm still here.
I don't know how to do this without hurting him.
I don't know if it's possible.
I'm afraid it's selfish to leave him like this.
He's an adult so not dependent on me. But we are close.
Part of me feels like he'd be freed if I was gone.
He could live his own life without having to worry about me anymore.
Maybe it will be a good thing if I do.