Venting CTB as Revenge

[OddOne]

So I thought about CTB in the parking lot of my old employer. The idea of giving them bad press gives me joy. Dont get wrong, I have more violent fantasies where I inflict pain on people that have hurt me. That said, it is not right. Many of those people have kids. I used to dream about CTB in my boss's office and having her just find me there, soiled, dead, and blue (S/N).

Do you guys think about this? Is there a way to turn CTB into a positive act if revenge? Maybe target health insurance companies (US)? I figure if I am going to go out might as well make humanity better.

 

[Moonomyth]

Yes, I've thought about doing so in a way that harms the people nearest to me for the sake of proving myself right as one last, convincing case that I deserve to die. Usually this doesn't involve the death itself so much as it does unloading all the terrible things I've done behind their backs (and boy is there a lot) all at once, then CTB as a last insult so they can't have whatever satisfaction they might derive.