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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
So, my parents just called the police with the events that happened last night. probably, I will be hospitalized. brb.
For people that want context, check my post from last night.
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
Because of the SN package?? Did you hide it or try and disguise it after?
Hope everything's okay.
 
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WilliamKline

Flâneur
Sep 16, 2019
135
:heart: I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you'll be able to keep your cool to get the situation into your own control as soon as possible. Hang in there, we're here for you, sending you all the strength in the world - stay calm

Edit: And I second Stan, have been in trouble with the law enough to know never to admit to anything - just ask if you are obliged to answer their questions, then respectfully decline to do so, you don't even need an explanation - anything that you might contradict at a later time is worth keeping to yourself ('anything you say can and will be used against you')
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Just admit to nothing and be cooperative without getting yourself implicated. Think up a quick story on why you have the SN.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
Because of the SN package?? Did you hide it or try and disguise it after?
Hope everything's okay.
My dad's a chemist. as soon he saw the label, he told my mother that it was essentially an ingestible form of carbon minoxide. So, we're waitng for the sherriff to arrive; I'm hating every minute of it.
 
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LonelyLight

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May 31, 2019
779
My dad's a chemist. as soon he saw the label, he told my mother that it was essentially an ingestible form of carbon minoxide. So, we're waitng for the sherriff to arrive; I'm hating every minute of it.
I'm so sorry your in this situation. Maybe just play the dumb card. And as others said, try and stay calm and admit nothing.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
definitely, I'll tell the ER I don't know anything about the SN, and I'll tell them I have no suicidal thoughts or a plan if they ask.
 
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GerMann

GerMann

year of birth: 1972
Nov 30, 2018
274
Its for a smokebomb (nitrate) little mistake?
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,186
I orderes my sn and r afraid of the same thing happening. I hope you dont get committed
 
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SpanishLullaby

Last rodeo w SaSu. Higher endeavors are calling.✌️
May 26, 2019
595
I would say "I'm a very tactile person. One of my latest characters in my novel is a chemist. I needed the materials so that I could feel touch and describe them accurately to my audience. I may also order a few other items as part of my story. I want my book to come off as credible to my audience. I cant wait for my book to be released!"

The last line is a plug to give them the impression that you are forward looking and planning a future. A psych will pick up on that and mark it down as a person who wants to be alive b/c they have positive future plans they are actively implementing.
 
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Shakespear's Brother

Member
Sep 10, 2019
297
I would say "I'm a very tactile person. One of my latest characters in my novel is a chemist. I needed the materials so that I could feel touch and describe them accurately to my audience. I may also order a few other items as part of my story. I want my book to come off as credible to my audience. I cant wait for my book to be released!"

The last line is a plug to give them the impression that you are forward looking and planning a future. A psych will pick up on that and mark it down as a person who wants to be alive b/c they have positive future plans they are actively implementing.
Can't tell if this is serious or sarcastic.
 
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SpanishLullaby

Last rodeo w SaSu. Higher endeavors are calling.✌️
May 26, 2019
595
Can't tell if this is serious or sarcastic.
She writes novels and plenty of people do it to get in character. The simplest answer is often the best.

Why do you think actors often interview the people they are portraying in documentaries? Sometimes they even spend a night on the street watching a homeless person to see how they live.

If you think pretending not to know what it is will work when you're a repeatedly hospitalized suicidal person they will lock you up and throw away the key. And say you are in denial. Good luck!
 
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lymbo

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Oct 12, 2019
483
say nothyng!!!! that package could have been send to your address by mystake, l hate cops so much
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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She writes novels and plenty of people do it to get in character. The simplest answer is often the best.

Why do you think actors often interview the people they are portraying in documentaries? Sometimes they even spend a night on the street watching a homeless person to see how they live.

If you think pretending not to know what it is will work when you're a repeatedly hospitalized suicidal person they will lock you up and throw away the key. And say you are in denial. Good luck!
That is actually a damn good cover story
 
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angele

gay trans man (he/him)
Nov 20, 2019
71
ahhh that's so scary. sending love
 
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eSpJon

Member
Oct 17, 2019
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dont tell them any excuse and dont deny ordering sodium nitrite, just make them think you have no idea that its for suicide and think its used as recreational drug

you know white powder they might believe


but then you will be considered drug addict so idk
 
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eSpJon

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Oct 17, 2019
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ls OP over 18 why she styll leaves wyth her parents,lf she ls mlnor she shoould not be on thls slte SS
not everyone is american

in europe its common for people to live with their parents until they finish college and that's what majority do because it's more convenient economically
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
not everyone is american

in europe its common for people to live with their parents until they finish college and that's what majority do because it's more convenient economically
Actually, I'm rather wealthy. I'm a well-known writer-- not going to disclose my true Identity--but I take care of my parents, bought a house, they live with me. It's not wise to assume someone's predicament.
 
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WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
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Actually, I'm rather wealthy. I'm a well-known writer-- not going to disclose my true Identity--but I take care of my parents, bought a house, they live with me. It's not wise to assume someone's predicament.
That was an unexpected reversal.

I hope you're not Harper Lee. Hates her.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
That was an unexpected reversal.

I hope you're not Harper Lee. Hates her.
No, I'm not Harper Lee, not my genre. Also, I'm little too young to be her.
 
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WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
As long as you're not Harper Lee...

I'd play "guess the genre" but it's not so fun when it's too be continued.

I do hope you can lambast these people in your next cyberpunk thriller. Like memorize everyone's name and badge number and have them suffer incredibly. If Dante can do it...

Good luck!
 
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Thereisalwaysachoice

Member
Nov 16, 2019
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This is really easy to handle. Say nothing.
Say you're fine and you don't wish to speak further.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
Actually, I'm rather wealthy. I'm a well-known writer-- not going to disclose my true Identity--but I take care of my parents, bought a house, they live with me. It's not wise to assume someone's predicament.
why u want to ctb
 
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Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Actually, I'm rather wealthy. I'm a well-known writer-- not going to disclose my true Identity--but I take care of my parents, bought a house, they live with me. It's not wise to assume someone's predicament.

and after all of that, this is how they repay you?!
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,532
I'm sorry to hear about that, and yes the whole situation really sucks. I agree with what others suggested here, by knowing your rights and asserting them where appropriate and not volunteer too much information. Also, if you are sent to the psych ward, I suppose the best you could do is downplay any suicidal ideation and comply with them just enough to minimally satisfy them so that you will be able to get out sooner than usual.

For the future, I would look into other methods and if you are able to have something sent to you, perhaps having it sent to another location, such as an P.O. Box or something? Also, if attempting CTB, I would suggest doing it away from people you know or family in general, this way you have a much smaller chance of being intervened against.
 
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Thatdude

Life is temporary, death is permanent
Sep 26, 2019
484
I would say "I'm a very tactile person. One of my latest characters in my novel is a chemist. I needed the materials so that I could feel touch and describe them accurately to my audience. I may also order a few other items as part of my story. I want my book to come off as credible to my audience. I cant wait for my book to be released!"

The last line is a plug to give them the impression that you are forward looking and planning a future. A psych will pick up on that and mark it down as a person who wants to be alive b/c they have positive future plans they are actively implementing.


The only problem with this type of cover story is you need to answer basic questions. Questions like what the book is about.

Other than that, I agree with others. This is a very very very good cover story.
 
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Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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Is a salt and an anti-oxidant that is used to cure meats like ham, bacon and hot dogs. Nitrite serves a vital public health function: it blocks the growth of botulism-causing bacteria and prevents spoilage. Nitrite also gives cured meats their characteristic color and flavor.

I want to learn to cook food like a pro, do you want to try some I preserved in fridge, it's good for your health and I'm not gonna cost you so much .... eh 🥰
 

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