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kalashnikova

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Nov 2, 2024
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The last time I came on here, I was planning but nothing ever came out of it due to certain circumstances. Now I'm very close to buying a gun but part of me is worried that I'll end up disfigured or severely disabled, I know I'll end up dying realistically but it's still a worry that sits in the back of my head. We all know that shotgun suicides are the most effective, so I have no doubt. It won't be under the chin either, it'll be through the mouth. I've been trying to find the right angle but the closest I can find is right above my uvula and soft palate. I'm honestly really excited to finally get it all over with.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just want to be gone as well, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
witchcraft

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it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
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I'm thinking of the same method.

Not doubting you, but are there statistics that show it's the most effective? I share your concerns... 😔
 

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