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diytopsurgery

diytopsurgery

Let death be kinder than man
Oct 25, 2023
16
"College will be a fresh start"
"You'll enjoy it!"

such fucking bullshit. I'm behind 2 weeks in all my lectures and I can't bring myself to go in. I've basically failed 2 classes from lack of attendance. my dorm room is filthy. I don't eat.

I did make friends. the one thing I managed was to make more people suffer when I go.

it has to be soon. once I source SN I'll be so glad to leave.
 
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Ozzyno

Ozzyno

Lovely loner.
Oct 10, 2024
178
What makes you procrastinate? Do you have anxiety?
 
diytopsurgery

diytopsurgery

Let death be kinder than man
Oct 25, 2023
16
What makes you procrastinate? Do you have anxiety?
I have undiagnosed ADHD- it runs in my family but I can't afford a formal diagnosis.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,165
People love to overhype university/college. While I have come to like certain aspects of university (probably helps that I decided to change what programs I'm going to go into), I'm still not a huge fan of it overall. It would be nice if I was able to get to have all the benefits of having a professor teach me stuff but without having to deal with things, like exams and assignments. Earlier on, my time in uni was honestly awful. I was so miserable and dreaded going there every day. I am enjoying myself a bit more now, but I still feel like people need to stop acting like university/college is this amazing experience when it really isn't.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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People love to overhype university/college. While I have come to like certain aspects of university (probably helps that I decided to change what programs I'm going to go into), I'm still not a huge fan of it overall. It would be nice if I was able to get to have all the benefits of having a professor teach me stuff but without having to deal with things, like exams and assignments. Earlier on, my time in uni was honestly awful. I was so miserable and dreaded going there every day. I am enjoying myself a bit more now, but I still feel like people need to stop acting like university/college is this amazing experience when it really isn't.
And all the student loan debt people ens up in well here in America they do
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,165
And all the student loan debt people ens up in well here in America they do
Thankfully, I'm not American. I'm Canadian, so while I'll have to deal with paying off student loans it shouldn't be as bad.
 
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TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
College is a big reason why I'm planning on ctb before final exams.
People love to overhype university/college. While I have come to like certain aspects of university (probably helps that I decided to change what programs I'm going to go into), I'm still not a huge fan of it overall. It would be nice if I was able to get to have all the benefits of having a professor teach me stuff but without having to deal with things, like exams and assignments. Earlier on, my time in uni was honestly awful. I was so miserable and dreaded going there every day. I am enjoying myself a bit more now, but I still feel like people need to stop acting like university/college is this amazing experience when it really isn't.
Agreed it's been nothing but hell for me. I wish there were more jobs that were apprenticeship based. I hate that college makes you take useless classes that don't apply to your major at all.
 
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CogitoMori

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Oct 21, 2024
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"College will be a fresh start"
"You'll enjoy it!"

such fucking bullshit. I'm behind 2 weeks in all my lectures and I can't bring myself to go in. I've basically failed 2 classes from lack of attendance. my dorm room is filthy. I don't eat.

I did make friends. the one thing I managed was to make more people suffer when I go.

it has to be soon. once I source SN I'll be so glad to leave.
I dropped out of college after my first semester because I was depressed, failing my classes, and my mom wouldn't let me quit my job so I could focus on school. She forced me to go back right away for a free scholarship and I dropped out after that semester too. I thought it was going to be so much different from high school, but it just felt like 13th grade, especially since I wasn't learning anything new and a lot of my classmates attended the same college.
College is a big reason why I'm planning on ctb before final exams.

Agreed it's been nothing but hell for me. I wish there were more jobs that were apprenticeship based. I hate that college makes you take useless classes that don't apply to your major at all.
It's a money grabbing scheme. That's another reason I quit.
 
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