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white_car
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- Dec 22, 2024
- 75
Hey there.
So, like many people on this website I guess, I used to wait until things became unbearable to come here looking for the way out.
But this time around, I'd like to be prepared, so that when the "next wave" of lucidity and realism comes along, everything will be set already. I'm getting old, I can't be doing this again.
Things can only get even darker for me in the future, and using Carbon Monoxide is the most peaceful and harmless way out in my view. Provided that you take care of not exposing anyone else to that CO of course.
Thinking it would be simple, I just bought the two acids that produce CO when mixed together, having no idea that the resulting gas should then also be "rinsed" with hydroxide to make it breathable.
This hydroxide thing was suggested to me on a previous post I made on here (link). But it looks like this term is for an entire family of substaces, and the user who indicated it then just stopped answering, and I find myself stuck with incomplete information.
So can someone PLEASE, tell me what kind of hydroxide I should get?
It's not like it's the type of thing I can just look up on a search engine, or ask an AI: "Hey chat, what kind of hydroxide should I get to CTB??"... You can imagine the response I'd get.
My goal here is to preserve a modicum of dignity, and use the method I think is the less brutal.
I have to be honest: I'm terrified no one will answer, because this would mean I'd have to go with a more "primitive" method.
Thank you.
So, like many people on this website I guess, I used to wait until things became unbearable to come here looking for the way out.
But this time around, I'd like to be prepared, so that when the "next wave" of lucidity and realism comes along, everything will be set already. I'm getting old, I can't be doing this again.
Things can only get even darker for me in the future, and using Carbon Monoxide is the most peaceful and harmless way out in my view. Provided that you take care of not exposing anyone else to that CO of course.
Thinking it would be simple, I just bought the two acids that produce CO when mixed together, having no idea that the resulting gas should then also be "rinsed" with hydroxide to make it breathable.
This hydroxide thing was suggested to me on a previous post I made on here (link). But it looks like this term is for an entire family of substaces, and the user who indicated it then just stopped answering, and I find myself stuck with incomplete information.
So can someone PLEASE, tell me what kind of hydroxide I should get?
It's not like it's the type of thing I can just look up on a search engine, or ask an AI: "Hey chat, what kind of hydroxide should I get to CTB??"... You can imagine the response I'd get.
My goal here is to preserve a modicum of dignity, and use the method I think is the less brutal.
I have to be honest: I'm terrified no one will answer, because this would mean I'd have to go with a more "primitive" method.
Thank you.