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painfullywoman

painfullywoman

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Feb 12, 2020
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Hi,I am new here.27 years old,from Philippines and been suffering from chronic pain for 5 months now without diagnoses and any pain meds to get by.CBD or MMJ is illegal here so even i wanna try it there is no chance.24/7 pain is exhausting.and this is not living anymore.although i really try hard not to give up there is always this feeling that i want to just end it by ending my life.idk anymore.i want to find an easy way out from this misery.i tried hanging myself for like 100 times maybe but i cant make it right.the pain just making me back out.i really envy those who tried it once and died instantly.
 
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ClonesAnnoyMe

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Feb 7, 2020
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I understand how you feel but maybe you survived for a reason? Try to think that way

I'm sorry to hear about your pain you sound like a lovely person
Have you tried going to the doctor for pain medication? I think that would be a good idea

If you're already thinking of ending your life drugs could be the answer
 
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painfullywoman

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I understand how you feel but maybe you survived for a reason? Try to think that way

I'm sorry to hear about your pain you sound like a lovely person
Have you tried going to the doctor for pain medication? I think that would be a good idea

If you're already thinking of ending your life drugs could be the answer
thanks.i tried going to doctor but pain management is not that good here in my country..im still trying to survive but maybe someday i just really end my life if things ain't get really better.
 

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