Venting Chronic illness took my life away

[SleepingGirl]

I really wish something natural would just kill me instantly so I didn't have to deal with the what ifs and the guilt of having to take it into my own hands. Not to mention it's exhausting to even obtain anything peaceful, especially with my broken body.

If the medical system and overall world wasn't driven by greed we would truly be thriving as a society. A shame.

 

[befree]

I think I know what you are feeling. How can this forum help you ?

 

[SleepingGirl]

I think I know what you are feeling. How can this forum help you ?

By giving me safer methods to finally end it when I can't do it anymore. And knowing I'm not alone is also nice.

 

[befree]

Ok, I understand. Do you already have an idea about methods ? Have you read books and guides ? Are there methods you need more info about ?

 

[FuneralCry]

It is such a cruel life and it is horrifying how our bodies are capable of torturing us so much. To me it really is wrong how the society denies people the option of a peaceful exit even if they are in extreme pain. So many of us have suffered so much in life, so we should not have to suffer in finding ways to exit. It is understandable wanting to just pass away from natural causes. Ctb really is so difficult. I hope that you find freedom from your struggle.

 

[Django]

I understand. I have cfs which has been blown through the roof my long covid. No one knows how to help. I've lost everything. I'm sorry for you

 

[September Salt]

Same here. I used to be healthy and now that I'm not, I don't want to go on. The world's priorities are all screwed up.

But I can assure you you're not alone. We're in this mess together.

 

[ihatethecia]

Literally having the same exact thoughts, if you end up having to deal with the medical system you're screwed. It's all such a scam. Im gonna PM you