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Fading_light74

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Aug 15, 2025
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Checking in at my hotel at 3:00 I have sodium nitrite from DMC enough for two glasses and I feel like I'm ready. I'm a new member but I've been a lurker for a while. Wish me luck

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darksouls

darksouls

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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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whywere

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You are family here and I wish the very best for you with the utmost abundance of peace and love to you.

Always around if anything changes.

Walter
 
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May you find eternal peace ✨💫✨
 
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ava_sparkle

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Best of luck to you. I hope you find peace ❤️🕊
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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May you find peace🫂
 
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May you find peace 💕
 
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Fading_light74

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Thank you everyone for you kind words. I arrive at my hotel already and still deciding at what time I should ctb.
 
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I hope you find peace🫂
 
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whywere

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Always a lot of love and kindness to you.

If anything changes, always around.

Walter
 
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DUDale

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Sep 3, 2025
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Doesn't the SN stuff make you very sick and take a long time? Doesn't seem like a great way to go.
 
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offbalance

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I hope you find peace whatever happens 💜
 
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Fading_light74

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Doesn't the SN stuff make you very sick and take a long time? Doesn't seem like a great way to go.
It's different for everyone! I'm hopeful it will be peaceful for me
 
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Fading_light74

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Aug 15, 2025
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Edit** was able to make 2 glasses 25g each. Can someone help me and tell me if the SN showing in the 2nd cup will the water dissolve the clumps? Or what can I do
(Sorry my English is not good) thanks for the help!
Always a lot of love and kindness to you.

If anything changes, always around.

Walter
Walter can you help with my last comment
 

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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

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How are you feeling, friend? Sending love.
 
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tiltedcompass

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I just want to sleep forever man...
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I hope you have a peaceful journey and find relief.
 
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Fading_light74

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Aug 15, 2025
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Im feeling really nervous right now and a lot of crying but it be ok! I'm taking meto in about an hour, And then waiting to drink my SN
How are you feeling, friend? Sending lo
 
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I hope you find relief from your pain, whatever your decision.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

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Im feeling really nervous right now and a lot of crying but it be ok! I'm taking meto in about an hour, And then waiting to drink my SN
Truly sorry for what you're going through. Do you have something to keep you busy? Sending hugs
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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I hope and wish the best for you, and if still with us, love.

Heartfelt love through the ages to you.

Walter
 
Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

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I hope that you found the peace you were seeking and that your suffering is over.
 
Irisse

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Sep 8, 2025
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I hope everything went smoothly. I wish you peace.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Hi Fading Light! Perhaps you are at peace. Or perhaps you are still here. If you are here do you have anything to share with Sasu?
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I'm sorry it has come to this. I hope you've been released from the pain. Rest in peace🫂
 
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iamjustapebble

iamjustapebble

i hate this
Sep 20, 2025
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i hope you found the relief you were looking for <3
 
Off_Switch

Off_Switch

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Aug 15, 2025
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Wishing you the utmost of will power. Make it count, my friend. The bliss of peaceful eternal unconsciousness awaits.
 
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TBONTB

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May 31, 2025
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Wishing you the utmost of will power. Make it count, my friend. The bliss of peaceful eternal unconsciousness awaits.
They posted almost a week ago so whatever has happened has happened. It's hard to tell, they were on their account about 36 hours after taking SN.. so a little unclear what has actually occurred
 
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