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Johnrio

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Feb 5, 2020
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Hello. I tried ctb via drinking SN in early 2020. It didn't work because I hated the taste WAY more than I thought I would. I couldn't get it down. I was extremely surprised, bc I like salty things 🤷‍♂️. I ended up just being really dizzy for a few hours and puked a lot. It's powerful stuff but I just didn't get enough in me.

I think the bus is here now just over 5 years later and it's the last stop for me. I have the same SN, stored in a cool, dry, dark place all this time. I'm not concerned about potency. But I am concerned about actually getting it in me. I have two ideas for administering: empty capsules and injection.

I actually take hormones, so I already have a bunch of needles and syringes. I'm comfortable with injecting myself intermuscularly or subcutaneously because I've done it hundreds of times with testosterone.

I've seen both methods discouraged, but it seems that injection is mainly discouraged because it requires some experience. I'm really leaning toward this though. And I wonder if it would skip nausea too? Or would the nausea still occur?

Thank you much. 💙
 
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UserFromNowhere

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i was wondering about this too. i do injections with my own supplies already, and if SN or other substances are soluble in liquid, they should be soluble in the medicine. i wouldn't mind ingesting SN, but it seems easier to just include it with my regular medicine.
 
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my take is to not stray from the guides/PPH. it's the way it is for a reason, when we go changing things, failure becomes more likely. i'm sympathetic to anyone who's really sensitive to taste but unfortunately this just isn't a good idea. no disrespect meant.
 
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If salt is the concern you could technically train urself to get use to the salt by just trying to drink salty water(ACTUAL SALT AS IN NaCl).
 
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Johnrio

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Feb 5, 2020
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Hi everyone. I did a bunch of reading on studies about SN in hopes I could learn more about a subcutaneous injection method. There are some data sheets available how SN is used paired with another solution to reverse the effects of cyanide. It's pretty interesting. And it goes into how there are no like official scientific studies on humans re: cyanide reversal because it's unethical to give humans any amount of cyanide lol. But all over these data sheets they talk about how easy it is to overdose on SN so it should be kind of a last resort in treating cyanide.

I know there's a protocol and I have a lot of respect for the work and thought and care that went into it, but I really want to try a subQ injection. I failed to complete the protocol and I don't wanna do the same thing again when I have an option otherwise (other than not taking any bus).

I feel conflicted about posting details and the math around molecular weights and things. I'm a hypocrite for sure, and I'm really sorry for that. I feel too many ways about this topic. I'm sure I'm not alone in that. It's findable though. All of the animals tested with a subQ injection over a certain (extremely low) dose died. It's like pretty much for suresies. I have a poetry degree ffs lol. I'm not a chemist. But the info was easy enough to find.

The dosage is significantly less for an injection bc the bioavailability is just so much higher than oral administration. (And even between injecting in a vein vs fat or muscle is a diff bioavailability. Vein is highest of course). That's true for practically every drug. I'm still going to "round up" just in case, but I have a pretty solid idea about numbers.

Once I'm ready to ctb for sure I'll post everything in more detail (or at least a bit more), in a new thread, try it out, and if you don't hear from me for a week, then you can be pretty sure the bus caught me. I'm not doing it tonight. I just felt like sharing.
 

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