can't wait to hang myself

[Insomniac]

I currently live alone with my little sister who is a minor because our dad is an alcoholic and have his how house and my mom has been hospitalised for 5 months now in a different country.

I can't wait for her to get back so I can leave in peace. I have everything set up, my rope, my anchor. Everything.

The wait is such a torture. All I can do is suffer everyday and meditate on how to handle the pain/discomfort of hanging before passing.

What a life I swear.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is so awful, I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I know that this life is unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[wanttodie]

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[can't wait to hang myself