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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Can't take one more minute of this existence any more

Made a serious mistake in choosing life path many years ago. No way back.

Can't live but can't die due to survival instinct.

Suffering is inevitable.

I close my eyes for a few moments and imagine myself doing what I should have done despite my fears.

But the whole charade is pointless. Life ruined.
 
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DPJ187

Student
Apr 14, 2022
128
I feel you. Been trying to get my hands on a firearm in the uk to end it quickly. Anyone is the uk anke to send me the right direction?
 
thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
I feel you. Been trying to get my hands on a firearm in the uk to end it quickly. Anyone is the uk anke to send me the right direction?
You could eat your ,,british food". That also poison.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,610
I know that it is unbearable wanting so desperately to leave this world yet being unable to. I am also trapped here as ctb is so difficult. We all deserve the option of euthanasia. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. This life really is so depressing and I know that it can be hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.
 
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