Can’t stand how ugly I am, that alone is a reason for CTB

[Siamese Believe]

I genuinely don't even know what to say that I wouldn't have summarized already. But it's just so frustrating. I hate even looking in the mirror, man it makes me so angry. I can't wait to destroy this body.

Sometimes I wish I could train and learn how to box so I could fight my dad for having unprotected sex.

 

[Kiryu6877]

I feel the exact same as you. Hate my face, fucking hate looking at the mirror or cameras, hate being alone because of my looks.
And the worst thing is, my sister is very pretty and low inhib. The fact that we are children from the same parents and she is totally different from me makes me mad.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I'm a monster. Fortunately I tend to forget what I look like. If I had to see myself all day I'd be dead by now.

 

[Peckokama]

I am short, 5'6 in the Balkans. Only "hope" is Limb Lengthening Surgery - too depressed to strive for that, and besides, I am to spend a huge amount of money other people would spend on enjoyment, a car, and other stuff, in order to extend my limbs just to not be treated as an inferior.

 

[Kiryu6877]

I am short, 5'6 in the Balkans. Only "hope" is Limb Lengthening Surgery - too depressed to strive for that, and besides, I am to spend a huge amount of money other people would spend on enjoyment, a car, and other stuff, in order to extend my limbs just to not be treated as an inferior.

Man, if I was short I'd never consider LL surgery unless I was rich.

 

[Gangrel]

Oh i feel so fucking disgusting most of the time, like a fucking monster, big reason to why i am like this lol

 

[cakedog]

same i'm fucking hideous both inside and outside
it really makes me hate myself

 

[Gangrel]

same i'm fucking hideous both inside and outside
it really makes me hate myself

At least your username is cute

 

[cheaptrick]

I'm short and physically ugly. However I could probably tolerate those unfortunate qualities if it wasn't for the fact I was sickly as well. Being in constant physical pain followed by the need to mask it for the comfort of others is unbearable.

 

[executed]

same, not even lefort 2 is saving me at this point

 

[somethingisntreal]

Looking at myself in the mirror makes me crave a horrific, painful death. If I look like this right now i don't even want to think how I'm gonna look when my body is rotting. I need something which can get rid of this flesh prison completely. Something like self immolation. I want to see this filthy meat burn to ashes. Only then I could be at peace.

 

[socksnsandles]

if it makes you feel better, id rather be ugly as fuck than chronically in pain.

 

[dontsaveher]

if it makes you feel better, id rather be ugly as fuck than chronically in pain.

Imagine being cursed with both lmao

 

[NoHorizon]

I relate to hating looking in the mirror. I try to avoid it as much as possible. I close my eyes when I'm brushing my teeth in front of the mirror. Sometimes, if I haven't looked in the mirror for quite a while, I forget a little how ugly I am and then it shocks me when I remember I have a facial abnormality.

 

[darksouls]

I dont own a mirror

 

[dontsaveher]

Me when I accidentally catch a glimpse of my reflection:

 

[kuroshimi]

I used to be very insecure about my appearance. I've changed an attitude towards myself a little bit now, but still thinks I'm somewhat ugly.

 

[darksouls]

Imagine being cursed with both lmao

I am cursed with both
and since the sepsis and the amputation I look like Frankensteins monster