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sleeplessboyinbed

sleeplessboyinbed

Some guy
Mar 26, 2026
77
Im planning on ending it tomorrow using full suspension hanging. My problem is, i can't lose consciousness no matter what i do??? Im trying to test it first just with my hands to see if it works. I try to change hand placement on the neck, lay down, stand up, stretch my neck ect. Nothing except the temporary loss of hearing, and the feeling like my head is going to explode. Same story with the rope.
Im becoming stressed out, i don't know what im doing wrong. Should i just practice more? But it kinda hurts and i don't want it to be noticeable.
 
MeSauce

MeSauce

Armchair Philosopher
Jun 1, 2023
146
Im planning on ending it tomorrow using full suspension hanging. My problem is, i can't lose consciousness no matter what i do??? Im trying to test it first just with my hands to see if it works. I try to change hand placement on the neck, lay down, stand up, stretch my neck ect. Nothing except the temporary loss of hearing, and the feeling like my head is going to explode. Same story with the rope.
Im becoming stressed out, i don't know what im doing wrong. Should i just practice more? But it kinda hurts and i don't want it to be noticeable.
Hanging does hurt and the feeling of your head exploading is probably from the buildup of blood pressure.

If you get the placement right you will be lights out after 8-15 seconds, but it does hurt. You can put a plastic bag under your neck to prevent rope burn.

Also If you really want to practice you should not be using just your hands, anchor the rope to something.
 
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xhersekk

Member
Apr 22, 2026
23
There is no trick you should just jump and it will definitely hurt with over 60kgs of weight on your neck. If you can't do it now, then wait until you're at your worst.

In most of the suicide videos you see people are very impulsive.

your brain won't act when you're feeling comfortable, like listening to music or relaxing. Impulsive moments happen often like a very depressing evening.


This is just my ideas, it may not be correct.
 
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tender

Member
Apr 24, 2026
48
I just try partial today and it was terrible, i dont know how the fuck i am suppose to let myself Die like this. Just seem impossible and a big dissapointment. Anyway wish you the Best with full suspension..
 
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