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yomander369

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Mar 31, 2025
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I have all my supplies ready. I have a limited time window to do this. I need to ctb. My life is unbearable physically. Medicine cannot help me.

But I can't get myself to drink the N. I'm scared to make the leap, to stop existing. Help
 
Defenestrator

Defenestrator

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Jan 17, 2020
305
If you're in doubt at all, then don't do it.

This is one of those things where only you can know when it's time.
 
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yomander369

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Mar 31, 2025
76
I'm scared I'll always be in doubt because my resolve is weak. I know I need to ctb. I have nowhere to go. I'll lose functioning of my shoulders and legs pretty soon so if I want to ctb in the future I won't be able to
 

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