I can't stand being myself. I don't want to be me anymore. I want to ctb so bad.. sorry just venting. I can't stand my existence anymore. Every second is a torture
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suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
I feel the same.. I feel so trapped.
Deleted member 17949
Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
I hate me, he's the worst and deserves to be killed really.
JD8080
“Death is certain, Life is not “
- Jun 28, 2020
- 51
Every minute of every day is torture
Bct
Disqualified from Being Human
- Apr 20, 2020
- 419
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
I can't live with myself either. It's a shame though because I'm actually alright and had a lot going for me. Just fucked it up and can't ever put it right
I guess year 2005 was the year your life changed. Mine changed in 2014 and started to become worse. Now I want to die. I can relate so much with you. Hope you're doing better.I feel you. I'm utterly disgusted with just the mere thought of myself. I've self-sabotaged for years so i don't think there's hope for me to get better, ctb is the only way to go. Unfortunately, it takes soooo much courage to do it.
WitheringAway
Ima shake the champagne bottle...
- Jun 23, 2020
- 405
I hear ya. I can't be myself around this fućked up country so I have to pretend to be someone I hate. Wish I could just have the freedom to be myself really.. that's all I ask
Aeathelina
Little Homeless Girl
- Feb 5, 2020
- 307
I hate myself and view my existence as a blight on this earth and a curse to my family.Similar threads
